- Jul 25, 2024
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The child curls weakly in on herself as she is carried back to . . . somewhere, she does not know where, only that it might be somewhere with more of the wonderful warmth that emanates from the smoky she - cat that carries her. She had been fever - hot, the world blazing and confusing in its star - brightness, washed in loose technicolor—but now she is cold, suddenly, so cold her small limbs tremble ever - harder and she pulls them close to herself with what little strength remains in her tiny body.
" Whuh, " she wheezes, probably the beginning of one of her choppy little sentences, but then the rain - beaten familiarity of the moor dissolves and she's somewhere else. The child's eyes flash fever - bright and wondrous—the world is wavering and ever - moving, flashes of cats she can't quite catch at the corners of her eyes—this is so new it burns, stings her red and cracked little nose with its newness. There are so many colors—so many smells—so many cats, more than she had ever known there could be, for it had been only her and Mama and the cats she couldn't see, the ones Mama would call out to in wheezing gasps. And then the blue - smoked giant—or had she been, for there are cats much larger than she had known there could be here.
The kit makes to say something, an expression of her wonder perhaps, and all that comes out is a thick gasp for air, tiny claws kneading at nothing as if the motion might reward her with the rain - dew freshness she craves, suddenly stolen away. Gradually she is getting the sense that the world she has known—one defined by wavering lines, by the tempestuous mistress of fever and chill, by the constant battle for air, for breath—may not be what she should know. Her gasps sharpen the dull, tarry ache in her throat and she whines tearfully, crying out with her limited words, " Hurts. "
" Whuh, " she wheezes, probably the beginning of one of her choppy little sentences, but then the rain - beaten familiarity of the moor dissolves and she's somewhere else. The child's eyes flash fever - bright and wondrous—the world is wavering and ever - moving, flashes of cats she can't quite catch at the corners of her eyes—this is so new it burns, stings her red and cracked little nose with its newness. There are so many colors—so many smells—so many cats, more than she had ever known there could be, for it had been only her and Mama and the cats she couldn't see, the ones Mama would call out to in wheezing gasps. And then the blue - smoked giant—or had she been, for there are cats much larger than she had known there could be here.
The kit makes to say something, an expression of her wonder perhaps, and all that comes out is a thick gasp for air, tiny claws kneading at nothing as if the motion might reward her with the rain - dew freshness she craves, suddenly stolen away. Gradually she is getting the sense that the world she has known—one defined by wavering lines, by the tempestuous mistress of fever and chill, by the constant battle for air, for breath—may not be what she should know. Her gasps sharpen the dull, tarry ache in her throat and she whines tearfully, crying out with her limited words, " Hurts. "