- Jul 6, 2023
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Hey Raindrop,
I'm assuming you made it home safe by now... I'm back at home too but I guess our reasons are kinda different, huh?
Maybe I'm a bit of a coward but I couldn't shake this feeling of a sea of eyes on me after I told you. I just don't want to upset anyone... and this is kind of just our mistake right..? Not.. that I regret the time we spent together... or this... I think... It just comes at a bad time. I'm worried that this'll define me... define you, too, maybe? I don't know too much about how things are for you, where you live... you seem to have good cats with you. Friends, I hope. Folks that cherish you. That keep you safe.
I never got to ask how you felt about it... You seemed so relieved and I just... couldn't understand why. You look so tired but in that moment you looked so soft, like a stone lodged in your throat had finally wiggled free. Are you happy? Will you still be happy when we see each other next? I have so many questions... I didn't really think about how weird it would be for you to just... not be around to answer them.
. . . .
I spent some time with my friends before I left... it kind of felt like saying goodbye. I don't think any of them quite realized... But... I don't think they'll be hurt by my absence. Cherryblossom has Lupinesong I guess... and Twitchbolt has Butterflytuft. I'm not really anyone's 'someone,' yanno? That's okay though... As long as they are happy, I can be fine with that. And I'll be back before they know it! Even if things might be different...
Spicepaw isn't very happy with me... I worry I've asked too much of her. I just... didn't know any other way to go about it. I'm not selfish! I don't abandon my duties! I've... I've stuck it out with SkyClan since I was a kitten, I won't abandon them! But there are some who would be happy to accuse me of it... I couldn't risk it. I'm no hero, not like Candorkit thinks I am... I'm good at running...
Maybe... Too good at running....
I'm hoping I can make it up to her... Do you have siblings? Have you ever asked them to keep a secret? I'd like to know more about you Raindrop but something tells me we're destined to be little more than birds flying past in our migratory paths. Only to reunite when the seasons blow us towards one another.
. . . .
Oh, yeah. I'm not sure how much you even care to know but... I've been so uninterested in food lately... and I'm not quite the skinny thing I was when we met. It's weird but.. I guess it's just one of those things... My Twoleg made my nest extra comfortable with this soft stuff that feels like downy feathers. I bet Dawnglare would love it...
I'm getting really bored though. I hope the time passes quickly but there's probably still quite a bit of time left... I'll keep you in my thoughts. Stay safe.
~ Edenberry ... Guess I'm not playing warrior anymore, huh...?
I'm assuming you made it home safe by now... I'm back at home too but I guess our reasons are kinda different, huh?
Maybe I'm a bit of a coward but I couldn't shake this feeling of a sea of eyes on me after I told you. I just don't want to upset anyone... and this is kind of just our mistake right..? Not.. that I regret the time we spent together... or this... I think... It just comes at a bad time. I'm worried that this'll define me... define you, too, maybe? I don't know too much about how things are for you, where you live... you seem to have good cats with you. Friends, I hope. Folks that cherish you. That keep you safe.
I never got to ask how you felt about it... You seemed so relieved and I just... couldn't understand why. You look so tired but in that moment you looked so soft, like a stone lodged in your throat had finally wiggled free. Are you happy? Will you still be happy when we see each other next? I have so many questions... I didn't really think about how weird it would be for you to just... not be around to answer them.
. . . .
I spent some time with my friends before I left... it kind of felt like saying goodbye. I don't think any of them quite realized... But... I don't think they'll be hurt by my absence. Cherryblossom has Lupinesong I guess... and Twitchbolt has Butterflytuft. I'm not really anyone's 'someone,' yanno? That's okay though... As long as they are happy, I can be fine with that. And I'll be back before they know it! Even if things might be different...
Spicepaw isn't very happy with me... I worry I've asked too much of her. I just... didn't know any other way to go about it. I'm not selfish! I don't abandon my duties! I've... I've stuck it out with SkyClan since I was a kitten, I won't abandon them! But there are some who would be happy to accuse me of it... I couldn't risk it. I'm no hero, not like Candorkit thinks I am... I'm good at running...
Maybe... Too good at running....
I'm hoping I can make it up to her... Do you have siblings? Have you ever asked them to keep a secret? I'd like to know more about you Raindrop but something tells me we're destined to be little more than birds flying past in our migratory paths. Only to reunite when the seasons blow us towards one another.
. . . .
Oh, yeah. I'm not sure how much you even care to know but... I've been so uninterested in food lately... and I'm not quite the skinny thing I was when we met. It's weird but.. I guess it's just one of those things... My Twoleg made my nest extra comfortable with this soft stuff that feels like downy feathers. I bet Dawnglare would love it...
I'm getting really bored though. I hope the time passes quickly but there's probably still quite a bit of time left... I'll keep you in my thoughts. Stay safe.
~ Eden
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-- edenberry / skyclan daylight warrior / any pronouns / 14 moons
-- mostly white with black pinstripe and green eyes / scarred face and back / noticeable bump where previously skinny
-- color #728c69