- Jan 13, 2023
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"GOLDEN CHILD, LION BOY;"
she had been reduced to a ghost amongst thunderclan's camp. since being brought to berryheart's den, there was little prompting her to leave it. so she didn't. wasted most of the day sleeping, blonde fur matted on the side where she lay. waken only when someone delivered prey, and then back to sleep. it wasn't a fulfilling life by any means. quiet and lonely for the most part, everyone was usually too busy to keep her company. sandpaw had to keep reminding herself that it was only temporary. soon, she would be back working towards earning her warrior name.
golden eyes peeled open much later this morning, although the concept of time had been partially lost she could tell by the volume of the camp chatter. it was quieter, many off training or on patrols. usually, she was awoken by a mouse being tossed her way, but when she raised her head to check there was nothing. tufted ears twitched downward at the gnawing feeling in her stomach. nobody would hear her call for help, all too consumed with their tasks. for a moment, sandpaw considered shutting her eyes once more, waiting until someone came to her for dinner. but the emptiness inside of her was already too grand.
rolling to her side slowly, a half tail tapped impatiently behind her as she pondered what to do. she had been healing, there wasn't much else to do, but fear often consumed her. scared that she would step wrong and have to start all over again. even more terrified for the pity filled glances from clanmates, her name echoing once again around the camp walls. this was far from what she wanted to be, but she couldn't stop being anything more than that poor injured apprentice until she showed them that she was.
her gaze narrowed with more life than anyone would have seen for weeks. determination was her sole aid as she carefully positioned three paws underneath her body, slowly pulling her weight upright. a fourth snowy white paw hesitated to make contact with the ground. a ragged breath was released as a fourth snowy white paw met the floor. the dull, lingering pain drew it out from her lungs. moments passed of her just standing, before cautious paws begin to move forward.
it wasn't an even gait by any means, she appeared rabbit-like as she hobbled and tried her hardest to put the least amount of weight into her shoulder as possible. the fresh kill pile had never seemed farther as she moved awkwardly. the scent of fresh kill kept her moving, closer and closer until finally she could extend her neck and select a recently slain squirrel. it's scent between her jaws heightened her senses. a perfect prize for her persistence. sandpaw shifted back down to lay on her flank as she ate in silence. eventually she would crawl back to her nest, but for the moment the apprentice was happy to bask in the warm sun with a fresh meal.
golden eyes peeled open much later this morning, although the concept of time had been partially lost she could tell by the volume of the camp chatter. it was quieter, many off training or on patrols. usually, she was awoken by a mouse being tossed her way, but when she raised her head to check there was nothing. tufted ears twitched downward at the gnawing feeling in her stomach. nobody would hear her call for help, all too consumed with their tasks. for a moment, sandpaw considered shutting her eyes once more, waiting until someone came to her for dinner. but the emptiness inside of her was already too grand.
rolling to her side slowly, a half tail tapped impatiently behind her as she pondered what to do. she had been healing, there wasn't much else to do, but fear often consumed her. scared that she would step wrong and have to start all over again. even more terrified for the pity filled glances from clanmates, her name echoing once again around the camp walls. this was far from what she wanted to be, but she couldn't stop being anything more than that poor injured apprentice until she showed them that she was.
her gaze narrowed with more life than anyone would have seen for weeks. determination was her sole aid as she carefully positioned three paws underneath her body, slowly pulling her weight upright. a fourth snowy white paw hesitated to make contact with the ground. a ragged breath was released as a fourth snowy white paw met the floor. the dull, lingering pain drew it out from her lungs. moments passed of her just standing, before cautious paws begin to move forward.
it wasn't an even gait by any means, she appeared rabbit-like as she hobbled and tried her hardest to put the least amount of weight into her shoulder as possible. the fresh kill pile had never seemed farther as she moved awkwardly. the scent of fresh kill kept her moving, closer and closer until finally she could extend her neck and select a recently slain squirrel. it's scent between her jaws heightened her senses. a perfect prize for her persistence. sandpaw shifted back down to lay on her flank as she ate in silence. eventually she would crawl back to her nest, but for the moment the apprentice was happy to bask in the warm sun with a fresh meal.
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