- Oct 17, 2022
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MAYBE I'D BE A SAINT IF I WEREN'T ————————————
Snakeblink is, admittedly, not one used to friendship. He is cowardly and calculating; he says the wrong thing all the time; he’s generally been described as unpleasant and as such does not meet much success in social endeavors. He could count the number of cats who’ve called him a friend before on the claws of one paw and still have some left. His one saving grace is that he is more jaded than he is desperate: many find it easier to ignore rudeness than to excuse over-familiarity, and it’s easier on his heart anyway — he can only take so much disappointment.
Yet sometimes even this works against him. It’s all well and good to shrug it off when Hazecloud mistakenly attributes the term of friend to him in regard to Lichentail; but when the other lead repeats it… Then it means that Lichentail agrees with the word, doesn’t it? Snakeblink feels terrible at the thought: he certainly hasn’t been treating her like a friend. Out of ignorance, yes, but that doesn’t excuse it.
Today he sets out to make amends for his behavior, starting with some quality time.
”Ah, Lichentail,” he greets when he finds them alone, trying to fit his expression into a smile — though it comes out as awkward and off putting as usual. ”I was looking for you. Would you care to accompany me on a patrol? I would welcome your company.”
Yet sometimes even this works against him. It’s all well and good to shrug it off when Hazecloud mistakenly attributes the term of friend to him in regard to Lichentail; but when the other lead repeats it… Then it means that Lichentail agrees with the word, doesn’t it? Snakeblink feels terrible at the thought: he certainly hasn’t been treating her like a friend. Out of ignorance, yes, but that doesn’t excuse it.
Today he sets out to make amends for his behavior, starting with some quality time.
”Ah, Lichentail,” he greets when he finds them alone, trying to fit his expression into a smile — though it comes out as awkward and off putting as usual. ”I was looking for you. Would you care to accompany me on a patrol? I would welcome your company.”
——————————————————————————————————— so god damn lonely
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— Snakeblink • he / him. 43 ☾, riverclan warrior
— a sleek, skinny tabby with long ears and a scar over his right eye.
— gay, not actually evil, penned by @Kangoo