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Sky-blue eyes looked around sullenly as cats worked to rebuild camp, still locked away in the medicine den. More than the sickness, it was guilt that was eating away at Shinepaw now. Though the boy was on the mend thanks to the lungwort he’d been given, the apprentice was still confined in quarantine, told he needed to rest and regain his strength.
Once upon a time, Shinepaw would have thrown a tantrum fueled by insecurity, demanding that he be allowed to do his part and prove his worth. The child still wanted to; to wail and wallow in self-pity while thrashing limbs against the ground, but he’d long since realized his clanmates wouldn’t budge on the issue.
Instead, Shinepaw was attempting to put what energy he could muster towards something more productive. Everyone else had been through so much; their camp was in shambles, they’d fought rogues, and the journey cats had been through their own brand of hell. Needless to say, even in the aftermath of apparent victory, the mood was somber (and the Shaft of Sunlight’s own melancholy wasn’t helping matters either).
The pile of fur had set his paws to work, trying to weave some uplifting trinkets for Thunderclan’s champions. Leaf-bare’s grip had strangled any flowers in camp, and Shinepaw wouldn’t be allowed outside to look for any, so instead he’d had to make do with anything in the vicinity. After some time, the shaft of sunlight had a small pile of crowns for the cats working around him.
Unfortunately, they’d come out looking a but like the mood felt. Grey and orange hues from dead and decaying foliage formed most of the ornaments, so the apprentice added some moss from his own nest to the rim of each one, hoping to put a splash of color - and comfort - into the gifts.
The shaft of sunlight staggered just outside the medicine den with his creations, thankful for the fresh air, even as the cold of it stung his lungs. “Um, thank you all for taking care of me while I’ve been sick, and thank you to the others for bringing back a cure” he began, voice rather akin to a mouse before picking up ever so slightly. “I made these for everyone. I-I know we’ve lost a lot, but you all have worked hard saving what’s left, and you should be proud of that.” The boy’s anxiety was quick to get the better of him, and Shinepaw pushed the crowns to the front, embarrassed of his little speech.