- Aug 9, 2022
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Just because he was stuck in camp did not mean he was some designated watcher of children, but apparently that information had been dutifully ignored by his clanmates as they went about their patrols and hunting without so much as a pause in his direction. He was going to shred his nest to ribbons at this rate with how much his pelt prickled and his skin crawled from being forced to continue sitting about like a useless lump of snow-spotted coal. Smokethroat wanted out, he wanted to go out and be productive and hunt and better prepare the clan for the coming colder climate but he'd been left smoldering instead; a pile of embers burning faintly and the first chance they got they'd catch and spread like a wildfire through the entire territory.
Still, he supposed if he didn't lead by example when it came to injury it would just make the apprentices feel like they had to tough it out when he'd prefer they didn't force an issue. Part of him wanted to keep them in the mindset that they were allowed weakness, that there was no harm in speaking to another; his fears were only amped up with two new litters in the clan or coming into the clan, an entirely new generation untouched by the world and he fretted over the same mistakes happening again. That lone orange eye moved lazily to the side, glanced at the edge of camp and he gave a wistful sigh but brushed the feeling off dismissively. Soon.
Careful steps carried him along to the nursery, kitten voices rising up and sleeping mother's merely lumpen shapes in the darkness he could not make out-perhaps his vision had gone a bit poorly as well or maybe the lighting. It was hard to determine, he often found himself blaming his now bad eye everytime he had a lapse in perception because it was just easier than acknowledging the rust that was starting to coat him as finely as his white spotting. "C'mon out you lot, bit of running around will keep the chill off."
PAFP ping for - @Hazekit & @ashpaw! Please let one of them post first but this is otherwise open to any of the kits!