[ CW : cruelty , descriptions of violence , death , probably disturbing ngl ]
// tl;dr at bottom
Encircled by a swarm of barbarians at the heart of their little hive, Kuiper nonetheless stands resilient. His leaden tail - true to form - thrashes into a forelimb belonging to one of his jailors, and he revels in how boorish the feral furs feel.
The swanky fellow from before holds his attention. He dwells in a branch above, creamy strands oscillating in the breeze, and he addresses those subordinate to him with absurd pseudo-morality. A rogue, he calls him. How asinine of these clan cats to have labels for individuals uninvolved in their game. Their faux concept of justice births a putrid smile, the apexes of his maw diseased by silent mockery. He should have slew more of their kind. That's the sole regret he holds.
He can feel the weight of ample eyes as their collective focus descends upon him. He shrugs it off, and if anything, he appears to take pleasure in the spotlight. This is a long-awaited moment, for he has ached to paint a clear picture of his doing ever since his initial quarry.
"SkyClan," echoes the tom, at a volume loud enough for all to discern. "My name is Kuiper," he says, "a name given to me by twolegs, though some here would call these ones 'cutters'." Vivid images of polished floors, and their sheen when the sun poked through the glass opening, are conjured at this remark. "As I was nursed back to health over many moons, I came to understand twolegs. What they did, and why they did the things they do." The aforementioned images are sequestered by a metallic grid, which he had no choice but to live behind for untold days and nights.
A long-drawn exhale fragments his words. "They are driven by a thirst for control," he drawls on, "a hunger for authority. They want to shape the world around them along with those who live in it, without regard for their free will or protest. I hate them for that, and I think them to be a blight on the world because of it." If only he were a lynx, or a leopard, and Kuiper would have held the capacity to pluck them from their mortal coils as well.
"Your clans are no different than them!" the tom then snarls. Tone shifting from informative to outwardly venomous, his words are marked by a bitter edge that cuts through the air. "Staining the soil with the blood of one another, justified by a false code and beliefs. You are the type which kills all day, but you do not accept it when your own die." Icy hues comb through the surrounding crowd. "How many battles have you fought in recent seasons?" he asks incredulously. "How many families torn apart? An appropriate amount, or were you hoping for more?"
Kuiper's words hang in the air, heavy with disdain for the cats in his proximity. He does not expect to sway them, though he takes gratification in knowing he has exposed them to his truth. If there is but a lone flicker of doubt in the crowd, he latches onto it.
"I am unlike you," hisses the so-called rogue. His eyes fix on the swanky tom yet again, a menacing gleam eminent in them. "I am not ashamed to admit that I act according to my own desires, harsh as they may be, nor do I regret anything that I have done. I only wish I had culled more of you ill-bred heathens."
Whilst he prepares to expand into detail, lucid memories of his victims come to mind. Their thrilling final moments. Their delicious pleas for aid. He would give anything to relive those experiences. "The rosette tabby in the swamp, oh how easily his stomach tore," Kuiper purrs. "I'd thought him to be a child at first, given how scrawny and weak he looked. He died as he lived: savagely."
"A chocolate molly of the moors laughed as she died," he continues. "Tooth and fang plunged into her neck, and I thrashed until she was no more. I'd killed her the same day as the swamp cat, if you can believe it." Claws dig into the firm soil as every detail is reimagined, reminisced upon. He can nigh on smell the fear that had permeated the air then.
A shallow chuckle precedes the ensuing words. "A silver molly in the river territory met a similar end," Kuiper admits, "only I'd gashed her neck first. I left a mess behind, if I'm being honest. Hope they didn't mind." The sarcasm is uncharacteristic of the numbed feline. Seeing how he now has nothing to lose and everything to gain, he continues to speak without any semblance of remorse or empathy.
"I'd left a child of the moors so ruined, that he'd left a tooth in my leg during a meagre attempt at defense." Said leg is extended outwards. There are no visible signs of injury, yet it is the limb which ails him so. "Had that not happened, I would not have turned myself in," he says. "But I fear it is infected, slowly killing me, gnawing away at my being: akin to your lot, and the effect you have on the world around you. It's somewhat poetic."
There's more. There's so much more. "I forced the head of a river apprentice under the waves, gave a lesson on the true dangers of water," he goes on. His voice has grown coarse by this point, yet he persists nevertheless. They deserve the truth no matter the toll it takes. "Her clanmates gave chase, and the pursuit took us to a twoleg's land. By some miracle, I'd escaped; I took it as a sign from fate, a sign confirming the righteousness of my cause."
He inhales deeply, feeling reinvigorated upon reaching his first kill. The smile renews, and he homes in on the swanky leader's pupils. "And yes, you fluffy halfwit, I have been here before. My first quarry was a runty little thing that you allowed out of your camp. I plucked him from the ground and made short work of him, and I used what still remained to terrorise a cat in ThunderClan. He's still there, only as a pile of bones made sodden by snowmelt."
// kuiper admits to killing five, and maiming one. pitchstar of shadowclan, branchfall of windclan, rainwhisker of riverclan, peachpaw of riverclan, and centipedepaw of skyclan. nettlepaw of windclan was maimed and left to perish. he shows no remorse.
// pronounced keye-purr!