- Dec 19, 2023
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[ @robinheart & gar <3 ]
Splashpaw has unlocked a new state of being, she feels like. It's been days since the hound has found their camp, terrorized their kids, harmed a queen - and though it is gone, she still hears the baying. The growl, the gnashing of teeth. Somewhere deep in her psyche, she hears yipping, screeching. And instead of skin-lain fur, she sees orange. Falsified memories, sure, from whence she was born amidst snow and blood. They are not the same and yet she's found herself awake at night more than once, trying to console herself out of the nightmares.
If this is how she struggles, she cannot imagine how the queen must be.
Splashpaw carries her morsel of a catch (slow day, she supposes,) towards Robinheart, intent clear in her steps. She's only heard so much of the young queen; her lover passed days after their young were born. Something to do with the river, she's been told. (Odd; a RiverClanner dying by the every tide that's birthed them. Should she be scared of the shade, then?) Nonetheless she raises her children not alone, for RiverClan is a village of mothers, fathers, older siblings and more; RiverClan is all that ShadowClan could never be. And in that thought, she breathes a sigh of hope and relief. For something is different, and it's something she likes.
"Hey, Robinheart," she stops short of the woman, noticing the white furball nestled at her belly. Asleep, she thinks, so she lowers her voice. "I'm... Splashpaw. I'm not sure if you've heard of me yet..." she trails off, sure that the tortoiseshell woman would not like to hear the woes of her life up until now. She shakes it off, "I've brought you a meal, since you... can't really do it yourself. I'm sorry -" she's quick to apologize, "- that was callous, wasn't it?" And she's paused again, mouth agape as she tries to find words.
"... If it's worth anything... you're pretty brave?" Splashpaw nudges the food closer to the other. "I... My mother had a similar circumstance, when I was much, much younger. Fresh, even. She would've given her life to save me and my littermates..." And instead you did. No. No, Sprucepaw did. Her broken, non existent memories fade with every passing second, and the thought is gone. She blinks and thinks instead with how ungrateful she must appear before the queen. "I'm sorry, I'm sure you're not up for conversation...!"
Splashpaw has unlocked a new state of being, she feels like. It's been days since the hound has found their camp, terrorized their kids, harmed a queen - and though it is gone, she still hears the baying. The growl, the gnashing of teeth. Somewhere deep in her psyche, she hears yipping, screeching. And instead of skin-lain fur, she sees orange. Falsified memories, sure, from whence she was born amidst snow and blood. They are not the same and yet she's found herself awake at night more than once, trying to console herself out of the nightmares.
If this is how she struggles, she cannot imagine how the queen must be.
Splashpaw carries her morsel of a catch (slow day, she supposes,) towards Robinheart, intent clear in her steps. She's only heard so much of the young queen; her lover passed days after their young were born. Something to do with the river, she's been told. (Odd; a RiverClanner dying by the every tide that's birthed them. Should she be scared of the shade, then?) Nonetheless she raises her children not alone, for RiverClan is a village of mothers, fathers, older siblings and more; RiverClan is all that ShadowClan could never be. And in that thought, she breathes a sigh of hope and relief. For something is different, and it's something she likes.
"Hey, Robinheart," she stops short of the woman, noticing the white furball nestled at her belly. Asleep, she thinks, so she lowers her voice. "I'm... Splashpaw. I'm not sure if you've heard of me yet..." she trails off, sure that the tortoiseshell woman would not like to hear the woes of her life up until now. She shakes it off, "I've brought you a meal, since you... can't really do it yourself. I'm sorry -" she's quick to apologize, "- that was callous, wasn't it?" And she's paused again, mouth agape as she tries to find words.
"... If it's worth anything... you're pretty brave?" Splashpaw nudges the food closer to the other. "I... My mother had a similar circumstance, when I was much, much younger. Fresh, even. She would've given her life to save me and my littermates..." And instead you did. No. No, Sprucepaw did. Her broken, non existent memories fade with every passing second, and the thought is gone. She blinks and thinks instead with how ungrateful she must appear before the queen. "I'm sorry, I'm sure you're not up for conversation...!"