- Nov 17, 2022
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Not a volunteer, but chosen.
Ravensong feels strange, as if he had something ripped away from him. Clasped between this claws, finally, and he will lose him again. The medicine cat does not want half the cats for this journey to go, but somehow Dovethroat's departure hurts the most. He struggles to understand why. The ache in his heart when he looks at Dovethroat is different from the ache he feels for Hazecloud, and during their preparations the night-pelted time finds himself simply staring at the tabby.
Dovethroat had gotten bigger. He had "filled out" so to say. It was hard to believe underneath that mass was a soft, begrudging heart. He tries to not speak to him too much before the journey is up, but now the moon is rising high and they are on the outskirts of Fourtrees before the gathering. Ravensong pauses and hangs back as the rest of the RiverClan cats push forward to mingle with the other cats.
"Dovethroat." He calls gently, waiting for hazel eyes to turn back to him, probably stupid and wide-eyed, that look Dovethroat always used to wear. Ravensong stares at his face, committing it to memory. It will be all he has when he is gone for who knows how many.
"I've seen the place you have to go to." He started, glancing up at the stars, then back to him. "It's beautiful." Ravensong pauses and inclines his head to the left to cough and the thought trails like that.
He turns his head to pull something from the feathery fur lining his neck and reveals it to the other cat. It is a raven's feather, unblemished and preened. It shines in the moonlight and Ravensong's exhausted seafoam eyes soften. This is tooth-rottingly sweet and Ravensong has no grounds, no precedent on which to stand. His skin burns underneath his fur. He feels his heart quicken.
"Maybe if you keep this with you, at your tail, you'd be able to take me with you."
@dovethroat.
Ravensong feels strange, as if he had something ripped away from him. Clasped between this claws, finally, and he will lose him again. The medicine cat does not want half the cats for this journey to go, but somehow Dovethroat's departure hurts the most. He struggles to understand why. The ache in his heart when he looks at Dovethroat is different from the ache he feels for Hazecloud, and during their preparations the night-pelted time finds himself simply staring at the tabby.
Dovethroat had gotten bigger. He had "filled out" so to say. It was hard to believe underneath that mass was a soft, begrudging heart. He tries to not speak to him too much before the journey is up, but now the moon is rising high and they are on the outskirts of Fourtrees before the gathering. Ravensong pauses and hangs back as the rest of the RiverClan cats push forward to mingle with the other cats.
"Dovethroat." He calls gently, waiting for hazel eyes to turn back to him, probably stupid and wide-eyed, that look Dovethroat always used to wear. Ravensong stares at his face, committing it to memory. It will be all he has when he is gone for who knows how many.
"I've seen the place you have to go to." He started, glancing up at the stars, then back to him. "It's beautiful." Ravensong pauses and inclines his head to the left to cough and the thought trails like that.
He turns his head to pull something from the feathery fur lining his neck and reveals it to the other cat. It is a raven's feather, unblemished and preened. It shines in the moonlight and Ravensong's exhausted seafoam eyes soften. This is tooth-rottingly sweet and Ravensong has no grounds, no precedent on which to stand. His skin burns underneath his fur. He feels his heart quicken.
"Maybe if you keep this with you, at your tail, you'd be able to take me with you."
@dovethroat.
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— LH BLACK POLYDACTYL MALE (CARRYING CINNAMON, DILUTE) a tall, slender creature with pitch-black feathery fur, large ears, and a sharply angled skull held up in an aloof manner. smells of dried herb, speaks with a low and rumbly accent and walks with an elegant slinking gait.
— born in twolegplace and orphaned at a young age, he joined riverclan at its inception and began training as a drypaw warrior known for a bitter temperment until beesong made him his medicine cat apprentice. after his mentor's untimely death, he had been named ravensong at the moonstone, young heart revitalized with anger and guilt. he is a somber and thorough medicine cat that guards every word spoken in the confines of his den.
— secretly loves "the stars but not so much what inhabits them"
— openly suffers from chronic migraines
— single, but "it's complicated"