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Blazestar sags into his nest, feeling every bit like a cat who’d lost not one, but two lives. His paws are weary, and all he wants to do now, crusted in poultices, is sleep for the remainder of leafbare. But he’s sent for Fireflypaw, for Howlfire, and when their shadows darken the entrance of his den, he trills softly to indicate they should enter. “I know you’re both busy, so we’ll make this quick.” He shifts, his tail drawn close to his body. Bobbie is elsewhere, attending to her lead warrior duties—it’s only him and his kits, the oldest of his first litter and the youngest, the medicine cat apprentice and the warrior-hearted queen.
“Your mother’s kits, Skyclaw and Duskbird…” Blazestar’s mouth twitches as he thinks about Little Wolf again, cold beneath drifts of mountain snow leagues away from her children. “They know, now, and so should you.” He wants to bury his face into his paws, but he forces himself to meet their eyes—Fireflypaw’s scarred, unblinking blue ones, Howlfire’s deep hazel, and he suppresses a sigh. “I am their father. You are not half-siblings. Little Wolf, Howlingstar and I knew… but we thought it would be best for everyone if it was kept secret.” His voice strains. Best for everyone—how could things have been different, if he’d only told the truth from the beginning?
He turns his face away, feeling wretched, wrung-out. “I’m sorry I never told you before. Your mother… she wanted them to grow up without a paw in two worlds, like you had to.” His voice is quiet and worn like ancient leather.
“Your mother’s kits, Skyclaw and Duskbird…” Blazestar’s mouth twitches as he thinks about Little Wolf again, cold beneath drifts of mountain snow leagues away from her children. “They know, now, and so should you.” He wants to bury his face into his paws, but he forces himself to meet their eyes—Fireflypaw’s scarred, unblinking blue ones, Howlfire’s deep hazel, and he suppresses a sigh. “I am their father. You are not half-siblings. Little Wolf, Howlingstar and I knew… but we thought it would be best for everyone if it was kept secret.” His voice strains. Best for everyone—how could things have been different, if he’d only told the truth from the beginning?
He turns his face away, feeling wretched, wrung-out. “I’m sorry I never told you before. Your mother… she wanted them to grow up without a paw in two worlds, like you had to.” His voice is quiet and worn like ancient leather.
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