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ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Poppyglow had become accustomed to the visions that threaded through the tapestry of sleep, significant and insignificant tidbits of past, present, and future woven artfully in the non-waking hours of their time upon the earth. Lately, their sleep was inhabited by frightful visions and memories, the old memory of raptor talons digging into their pelt and being lifted into the air, and the blurred image of a skunk-striped savior coming to haunt them again so long after their kittenhood.

Mostly, they dream of falling.

The forest is empty, but filled with an echoing, neverending roar from all sides that only seems to be closing in on them. She runs, from whatever it is that’s coming. She doesn’t know what it is, only that she cannot be caught. A tree stands up ahead, and she knows she must climb it, but when she leaps up, their claws don’t dig in—not enough to lift her up. And then she’s slipping, claws skittering against bark. Panic floods her veins, and there is no one there to save her, she falls backward.

'Help me-!'

Poppyglow leaves camp with quiet footfalls, knowing that sleep will continue to elude them. The fear that wracked their body in their sleep lingered in their blood, the low growl of the malicious place in their dreamscape rumbling echos through the very real marsh they stepped through now. It felt rude, pointed.

She looks up to find stars, lingering silently in the greenleaf sky. "I would like to be left alone, please." She says to the sky, knowing that they had a captive audience, if anything. Even if they no longer looked at her with gentleness, there was some satisfaction to be had in being heard.

She smells something before she hears them, an intruder.

With mind still frantic, in that place of near-waking but not quite, Poppyglow gives in to corporeal feline instinct to flee, scaling the nearest tree, one she was familiar with. Though, things were different tonight. (Was she still dreaming?)

The blanket of this night’s malice hung heavy over their head, heavy enough perhaps to make the branch the small cat sat upon creak and crack beneath a mysterious pressure. Nothing but familiar dread fills her as it happens. The branch breaks, and Poppyglow falls backwards the short distance back to Earth. In the obscuration of the dark branches, a flash of malevolence, green-eyed venom makes itself known to her.

They land with a thump, the air knocked out of them, and wheeze to catch their breath again. All of that previous instinct is replaced with the dulled cotton-filling of dread, and as the stranger parts the ferns to approach Poppyglow, she staggers to her feet, but makes no more moves to flee.

Not a stranger.

”Ah, welcome back, my friend. I hope I had not frightened you just now…” they almost felt sheepish for getting spooked so badly, but that too-familiar disquietude stayed seeped in their bones. Even so, they looked on quietly.

It’s a subconscious realization that the lingering growl of the marsh had fallen into complete silence.

  • OOC:
  • poppykit - poppypaw poppyglow
    — agender they/she. 15mo warrior of shadowclan
    — padding after swansong. friend to all.
    — a small, fluffy white and dark red tabby cat with pale, wraithlike blue eyes
    — smells like mushrooms, dust, and foggy night air
    — deaf in left ear, may display asthma-like symptoms of "long-yellowcough"
    — “speech”, thoughts, attack, 'poppypaw'
    — penned by eezy
  • disclaimer: poppyglow is not always operating completely within reality! they are affected by some delusions and may see, hear, react to, and interact with things that are not actually there. most notably, she will believe herself to have interactions with starclan as a whole and specifically, the deceased shadowclan apprentice Poppypaw. these are not reflective of ic reality and are not real interactions with starclan or deceased characters! this is not an attempt at powerplaying, godmodding, or metagaming.
 
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What is it that keeps her coming back to this border? She tells Thriftfeather or Rumblerain she's going out to hunt, because the neglectful stars know they're all hungry, or maybe she just sneaks out on her own. ANd when she creeps out of the dust pit they call a home, she honestly means to do it—really, she does, she means to go catch a piece of prey ( for herself ) and come right home. But one way or another, she always seems to end up here, on the edge of the rot she'd once so condemned and would now do anything to return to.

She watches the patrols go by, and shouldn't that mean something, that they never seem to notice she's there, crouching in the underbrush across the Thunderpath? Shouldn't it show how good of a warrior for them she could've been? How badly she deserves to be, and how little they do? How unfair it is, that she's being deprived of the destiny she deserves?

Maybe she means to go tell them that, but one way or another, she's ended up over the border, slinking furtively through the passage beneath the stinking asphalt. She doesn't know where she's going, or what she's doing—just chasing a future that's quickly outpacing her. When she sees Poppyglow through the ferns, steps through, her scarab - back eyes bore through the red - masked warrior.

The marsh falls silent.

It's not fair. It's not fair that Poppyglow, in all her uselessness, gets to have all this—gets to have a home, and a family, and a future—gets to have cats who love them, hell, cats that like them. And they don't even know it—they don't even know it, how good they have it—they don't appreciate it—they don't deserve it, not like she does. It's not fair—it's not fair—it's not—

" . . . fair. " Her voice is a growl that replaces that of the marsh. Pressure builds in her claws until they unsheathe themselves, wholly separate from her choices, of course—but it isn't fair—who could blame her for what she does next?

" It's not fair! " she snarls, and all of a sudden, Ghostmask leaps, bowling over the small warrior, fastening her claws in their neck. She doesn't even have to think about it, really, just let her teeth and claws do what they were meant to do, what they were destined to do. Teeth sink into Poppyglow's face and rip, dragging her canines across their unfairly flawless visage, stealing from them the face they don't deserve.
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Lilacfur had learned of a miracle, and that same day she lost her eye to it.

Ghostmask was a lingering haunt that the lead warrior could never quite shake herself from. The sight of flesh-sunken kin, pelt dulled from the brutality of the wilds; yet her eyes still shined with vantablack depth. Her muzzle still curved into a smile. She still kept coming back, was she to believe there was truly no hope for her niece? That there wasn't a sliver of her in there that was still ShadowClan, not touched by Granitepelt's poison?

She hadn't been truthful to her Clanmates since, as horrible as it felt. Every lie was like twisting a claw but she knew them. She knew her Clan, how they might react, how they wouldn't believe what she had. They would take Ghostmask's violence as answer enough for where her spirit would lie, but they weren't there to see it. How much her niece longed for the familiarity of her Clan. She almost had her, ready to come back and join her sister in the warriors den but something... broke.

Lilacfur had struggled to stay asleep since her last nightmare. Scoring claws over her friend, the scent of ShadowClan blood in their own camp. The path to where they had last met had become a familiar spot for her each night, hoping to catch sight of her kin once more. To try and reach into the molly she was before.

Another scent joined her this night, new but not enough to be right behind her. What was Poppyglow doing out here, this side of the territory?

A crash rumbled somewhere off into the distance, the rosette stilled her paws for just a moment before following toward the sound. "Poppy?" Lilacfur called out to her as she neared, nervous about the silence that answered her. It's almost deafening itself, even the chirping and croaking within the thick tussocks have stopped.

There isn't any sound that greets her, only the sickly iron scent of blood. Lilacfur's pace became hurried, her heartbeat growing rapid and thrumming against her ribcage as the scene of what might be Poppyglow's final moments are painted through her senses. A thunderous crash, too much blood across the marshland, and her...

It's switched this time around. A black-painted pelt is turned to her, viciously tearing into another- another of her former Clan.

Her muscles twitch to move before she can think it through and Lilacfur found herself in the air, legs extended to shove Ghostmask off of Poppyglow. If successful she would hold her down but only with pure strength, keeping her claws sheathed.

"What are you doing? This isn't you, we never WANTED this for you!" Her eye flickered between Ghostmask and Poppyglow, heart torn at the sight of how much blood smeared itself over the both of them. "Leave. Don't come back, stop coming back." Lilacfur forced her breath to remain steady as she moved to stand above Poppyglow, shielding her from Ghostmask.

She would always choose her Clan first.


 
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