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aesthetics .
the fleeing form of a white deer; the gunmetal eyes of a big cat in the dark; an antlered shadow behind a veil; the windswept mane of a wild horse; the swan curve of a neck; daggers with white - steel handles; a crumpled paper shooting target; a strand of broken pearls; scratched hands cupping wildflowers; porcelain limbs; bruised knuckles pressed together; a curved back sprouting eagle wings; the immaculate heart of mary; a deer in a wolf's skin; knighthood.
playlist . not a lot, just forever – adrianne lenker fourth of july – sufjan stevens king and lionheart – of monsters and men i saw you in a dream – the japanese house angel landing – pretty sick hitherto – cocteau twins lover of tantalus – sun is poison seventeen – sharon van etten visions of you – steinza i bet on losing dogs – mitski rises the moon – liana flores gilded lily – cults the moon will sing – the crane wives soldier, poet, king – the oh hellos infinity – jaymes young domestic bliss – glass animals is it really you? – loathe back to the old house – the smiths how to never stop being sad – dandelion hands death is a girl – skippocalyptic waiting room – phoebe bridgers sunsetz – cigarettes after sex black sheep – metric & brie larson love songs on the radio – mojave 3 blank – glare softcore – the neighbourhood selfness – sun is poison two good things – modern baseball midnight garden – and also the trees when will i see you again – shakka the diner – billie eilish a month or two – odie leigh notion – the rare occasions strongest – ina wroldsen king – florence + the machine that's life – frank sinatra young and beautiful – lana del rey genesis – grimes sparks – coldplay forever young – alphaville snap out of it – arctic monkeys sadeness – enigma sonne – rammstein iris – the goo goo dolls bloody mary – lady gaga army dreamers – kate bush beach life in death – glass beach k. – cigarettes after sex sober to death – car seat headrest dogs of the sea – sun is poison born a blond – sun is poison untitled soul – lady lamb brazil – declan mckenna sleep thru ur alarms – lontalius older – searows again & again – the bird and the bee choking on flowers – fox academy show me how – men i trust i will be the world – blaenavon i know you – faye webster did you know there's a tunnel under ocean bld – lana del rey to be of use – smog does not believe in death – ylayali end of beginning – djo out of touch – daryl hall & john oates from the subway train – vansire tek it – cafuné after dark – mr. kitty dog days are over – florence + the machine hayloft II – mother mother the good in me – jon bellion kings & queens – ava max my kind of woman – mac demarco patron saint – regina spektor anything – adrianne lenker i wait for you – alex g greener where you are – sun is poison arcade – duncan laurence don't blame me – taylor swift half return – adrianne lenker pistol kisser – sun is poison |
❝ The heart is a fist. / It pockets prayer or holds rage. ( Joy Harjo ; An American Sunrise. ) ❞
✦ • A SMALL, SCARRED LILAC TABBY AND WHITE SHE-CAT WITH A LONE GREEN EYE.
SCARS:
• Spring 2023 • Dog bite scars on her right foreleg and left hind leg, heavily faded; from a pre - SkyClan off - screen dog attack. •
• 06 . 14 . 2023 • Scattered scars across her right side, heavily faded; from a dog attack.
• 10 . 02 . 2023 • Talon scars across her neck and shoulders, faded; from an eagle attack.
• 01 . 07 . 2024 • Claw scars across her lower back, faded; from a rogue attack.
• 01 . 29 . 2024 • Torn ears and a lost left eye; from Harrierstripe, after Blazestar's murder.
❝ And perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone. ( Madeline Miller ; The Song of Achilles. ) ❞
✦ An inherently complicated cat whose psyche seems in constant flux. Her endless devotion, quiet compassion, and steadfast self - possession serve to temper the stubborn volatility and self - destructive guilt that lurk beneath her stoic exterior.
⤷ DEVOTED . You watch from the cool shade of camp's edge as she breaks from the morning crowd and splits off alone, heading for the yawning bramble mouth of camp. Curiosity stirs your paws to life and you trail her at a respectable distance, wondering if she's off on yet another patrol—but no, she splits from the well - worn footpath onto a decidedly more overgrown one. The pawprints beaten into it that you follow are distinctively hers, and her lavender - tinged scent drapes over this trail, like a tiny border claim. Slowly, you come to realize that she makes this dawn - lit trek to the graveyard every sunrise.positive . devoted, compassionate, honorable, hardworking, confident, reliable, self - possessed
⤷ STOIC . The latest body lies sprawled before you all, blood ribboning their throat. A variety of reactions surround you—tears, cowering, snarls of rage, one cat burying their face in another's chest—but when your eyes find her, she stands unmoving and wordless at Duskpool's side, the pair of them bearers of tragedy. There's only a quick twitch in her tightly set jaw before she strides off, mrrowing something about getting a head start on digging the grave.neutral . stoic, protective, assertive, headstrong, self - reliant, pragmatic, unyielding, reserved, jaded
⤷ TRAIT . Yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak. Yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak.negative . stubborn, volatile, distant, callous, avoidant, pessimistic, resentful, self - destructive, testy
⤷ TRAIT . Yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak. Yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak yak.. . . complicated, furious, haunted, melancholic, distrustful, intense, guilt - ridden, self - sacrificing, conflicted, lonely, craving redemption, repressed, vulnerable, clinging to hope
❝ And perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone. ( Madeline Miller ; The Song of Achilles. ) ❞
ON MATTERS OF THE SELF:✦ INFJ ( THE ADVOCATE ) • ☼ • ☾ • ↑ • XVIII. THE MOON • NEUTRAL GOOD
❝ And perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone. ( Madeline Miller ; The Song of Achilles. ) ❞
MANNERISMS:
❝ Enduring things is what you do best. Gritting your teeth and bearing them. ( Han Kang ; Human Acts. ) ❞
INTERACTION :✦ WIDOWED • PANSEXUAL MONOGAMIST • NOT LOOKING
⤷ An easily made acquaintance, yet difficult to truly befriend; romance is ostensibly impossible. Hers is an ire difficult to earn, but furious once invited.
⤷ Paranoid and wary, her trust is as easily startled away as her namesake. Difficult to obtain, but once earned, it comes with limitless devotion.
⤷ Does not appreciate romantic advances. Likely to intentionally ( or not ) ignore such overtures.
❝ Enduring things is what you do best. Gritting your teeth and bearing them. ( Han Kang ; Human Acts. ) ❞
✦ DOEBLAZE's STATS :
strength . ✦ ✦ ✧ ✧ ✧
dexterity . ✦ ✦ ✦ ✧ ✧
constitution . ✦ ✦ ✦ ✧ ✧
hunting . ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✧
tracking . ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦
combat . ✦ ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧
climbing . ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦
+ proficient • climbing, tracking, hunting, diplomacy – lacking • weaving, long - distance running, combat, swimming |
❝ This is how I am. This is how love is—infinite time. Thankless and self - destructive. ( Marina Tsvetaeva ; Letters Summer 1926. ) ❞
RELATIONSHIPS :✦ CHAMPAGNE xx THOMAS • GENERATION 1
⤷ Older sister to Bloomfur.
⤷ Raised by her mother alone, and helped in raising her younger sister.
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