- Jun 10, 2023
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STILL DON'T KNOW MY NAME
// this is mostly a no-angst thread! just some harmless napping after morning patrols! feel free to be the cat that drowsynose bumped into!
guilt is a funny thing. like a wolf, it stalks vulnerable little sheep that hop over the fence. with a light step, they jump, and jump, and the wolf watches. and waits. it waits for one of the little tiny sheep to be a little too slow. a little too distracted. a little too caught up in its own world to realize that every single action it makes has consequences. selfishness has consequences. and as it takes its precious time to hop over that fence, slowing down the rest of the sheep and leaving those who have already jumped in waiting, the wolf gets closer. it stalks. it snarls, and drools, with anticipation before it runs full speed. before the sheep can realize what's happening, it's nearly dead. breathing swallow as the scream is stolen right from it. the wolf doesn't slow down or wait. it goes right to the jugular so that it cannot alert its herdmates. and then, it drags the sheep away, only leaving a trail of blood behind. and thus, the guilt eats him.
he hasn't felt this bad in a while. he really hated it. he can't fathom that something bad would happen– that lupinesong's feelings would be hurt because drowsynose just couldn't put a damned lid on it– because of him. his selfishness led him here and now he's suffering because theyre suffering. he guesses the only thing good about it, was the fact that he's been able to sleep a lot more. too consumed by overwhelming emotions to do anything but go on patrol and go right back to bed afterwards.
today is no different. after an early morning patrol, drowsynose finds himself more than eager to go back to sleep. his eyes droop, and true to his namesake, he is exhausted. he cannot keep his eyes open any longer and he closes them as he walks, bumping into a cat and yelping as he stumbling back.
"oh, stars! i-i'm so sorry! uh– did... did you want to join me in the sun? f-for a nap? y-you don't have to! you are m-more than free to n-not... n-nap that is but uh... you... i... s-sorry..."
always the fool, drowsynose.
guilt is a funny thing. like a wolf, it stalks vulnerable little sheep that hop over the fence. with a light step, they jump, and jump, and the wolf watches. and waits. it waits for one of the little tiny sheep to be a little too slow. a little too distracted. a little too caught up in its own world to realize that every single action it makes has consequences. selfishness has consequences. and as it takes its precious time to hop over that fence, slowing down the rest of the sheep and leaving those who have already jumped in waiting, the wolf gets closer. it stalks. it snarls, and drools, with anticipation before it runs full speed. before the sheep can realize what's happening, it's nearly dead. breathing swallow as the scream is stolen right from it. the wolf doesn't slow down or wait. it goes right to the jugular so that it cannot alert its herdmates. and then, it drags the sheep away, only leaving a trail of blood behind. and thus, the guilt eats him.
he hasn't felt this bad in a while. he really hated it. he can't fathom that something bad would happen– that lupinesong's feelings would be hurt because drowsynose just couldn't put a damned lid on it– because of him. his selfishness led him here and now he's suffering because theyre suffering. he guesses the only thing good about it, was the fact that he's been able to sleep a lot more. too consumed by overwhelming emotions to do anything but go on patrol and go right back to bed afterwards.
today is no different. after an early morning patrol, drowsynose finds himself more than eager to go back to sleep. his eyes droop, and true to his namesake, he is exhausted. he cannot keep his eyes open any longer and he closes them as he walks, bumping into a cat and yelping as he stumbling back.
"oh, stars! i-i'm so sorry! uh– did... did you want to join me in the sun? f-for a nap? y-you don't have to! you are m-more than free to n-not... n-nap that is but uh... you... i... s-sorry..."
always the fool, drowsynose.