- Aug 18, 2022
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tw for very real depictions of a panic attack! if anyone wishes to lend a paw to chilledgaze, they are allowed. any and all reactions are ic opinions!
a new day dawned within shadowclan territory. the sun had begun to rise, and cats had begun to shift around and begin their hustle bustle. with a melting of the snow, they were all prepared to get some prey. they needed something, anything, to get buy until new leaf. but this wasn't a good start to chilledgaze's day. as they woke up, they immediately felt uneasy. their gaze snapped open as they frantically searched the den with the little bits of sunlight poking through the den's entrance. too stuffy. they tell themself, and without so much of a stretch, they walked out of the den, eyes searching around the camp. there was a lot of cats around. everyone moving in one direction or the other, all of them busy. they... felt off. something felt wrong.
somethings wrong. a voice whispers in their head, and they instinctively look around trying to find the source of their increasing anxiety. they couldn't see anything, which only made the panic worse. there was something wrong. what? what was wrong? what's wrong? what's happening? something's wrong, something's wrong! i can't- what's- s-something- their eyes began to dart around as they took a few frantic steps forward, head twisting in each direction their eyes manage to go. their chest began to heave in and out, body beginning to tremble as their jaw parted to allow shaky breaths to escape their lungs rapidly. c-can't... can't breathe...
their eyes shrunk back as they began to hyperventilate more notably, paw lifting from the ground as if they wanted to step away from their anxiety, but they couldn't move. they were frozen. their jaw trembled as they tried to control their breathing, which only made it worse. they were panicking. they were having a full blown panic attack, and there was nothing they could do to stop it from happening. pl-please... m-mom... i c-cant... can't... no... m-make it- m-make it st-stop... tears formed in the wells of their eyes, as they stood trying to help themself. it was no use. they couldn't do anything like this. h-help...
//tldr: chilledgaze is having a panic attack for an indisernable reason!
a new day dawned within shadowclan territory. the sun had begun to rise, and cats had begun to shift around and begin their hustle bustle. with a melting of the snow, they were all prepared to get some prey. they needed something, anything, to get buy until new leaf. but this wasn't a good start to chilledgaze's day. as they woke up, they immediately felt uneasy. their gaze snapped open as they frantically searched the den with the little bits of sunlight poking through the den's entrance. too stuffy. they tell themself, and without so much of a stretch, they walked out of the den, eyes searching around the camp. there was a lot of cats around. everyone moving in one direction or the other, all of them busy. they... felt off. something felt wrong.
somethings wrong. a voice whispers in their head, and they instinctively look around trying to find the source of their increasing anxiety. they couldn't see anything, which only made the panic worse. there was something wrong. what? what was wrong? what's wrong? what's happening? something's wrong, something's wrong! i can't- what's- s-something- their eyes began to dart around as they took a few frantic steps forward, head twisting in each direction their eyes manage to go. their chest began to heave in and out, body beginning to tremble as their jaw parted to allow shaky breaths to escape their lungs rapidly. c-can't... can't breathe...
their eyes shrunk back as they began to hyperventilate more notably, paw lifting from the ground as if they wanted to step away from their anxiety, but they couldn't move. they were frozen. their jaw trembled as they tried to control their breathing, which only made it worse. they were panicking. they were having a full blown panic attack, and there was nothing they could do to stop it from happening. pl-please... m-mom... i c-cant... can't... no... m-make it- m-make it st-stop... tears formed in the wells of their eyes, as they stood trying to help themself. it was no use. they couldn't do anything like this. h-help...
//tldr: chilledgaze is having a panic attack for an indisernable reason!
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