- Apr 2, 2023
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It was strange to imagine herself as a loner now. Dewfrost had lived and breathed ShadowClan. It had been her home before the clans, and when they formed, she was more than happy to stay in the marshy lands she called home (even if she was being tempted to live elsewhere).
Now after more than a year of enduring her own pain and losses in solitude, keeping her head down, getting on with her duties, and doing her best just to live Dewfrost had left that place. Although Dewfrost had chosen to leave ShadowClan as a punishment for what she had done, she found life as a loner to be somewhat freeing. Of course, the guilty conscience still haunted her, but she didn't have to try and hide that here and pretend she was alright. If she wanted to mope and feel sorry for herself she could and she could do it knowing she wasn't expected to go out and hunt or go on patrol. A shameful thought really but it was the truth. Still, despite all that, she did miss the structure and familiarity of clan life. These lands were strange and wild, and from her short time here already she had seen some ruthless things already. StarClan, if you're still watching over me please give me strength.
One thing Dewfrost was trying to do more of was to explore these lands and take in more of the new sights and surroundings. Most of her life had consisted of the lands that ShadowClan called home, everything else was new and unfamiliar to her. And being this close to the twolegplace she couldn't help but feel a little lost and confused.
Now after more than a year of enduring her own pain and losses in solitude, keeping her head down, getting on with her duties, and doing her best just to live Dewfrost had left that place. Although Dewfrost had chosen to leave ShadowClan as a punishment for what she had done, she found life as a loner to be somewhat freeing. Of course, the guilty conscience still haunted her, but she didn't have to try and hide that here and pretend she was alright. If she wanted to mope and feel sorry for herself she could and she could do it knowing she wasn't expected to go out and hunt or go on patrol. A shameful thought really but it was the truth. Still, despite all that, she did miss the structure and familiarity of clan life. These lands were strange and wild, and from her short time here already she had seen some ruthless things already. StarClan, if you're still watching over me please give me strength.
One thing Dewfrost was trying to do more of was to explore these lands and take in more of the new sights and surroundings. Most of her life had consisted of the lands that ShadowClan called home, everything else was new and unfamiliar to her. And being this close to the twolegplace she couldn't help but feel a little lost and confused.