- Mar 3, 2024
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-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ- “I dont know Flora- what if they dont like me?”
The same question he has asked several times before but has rephrased another six times. It was around noon, the air was warm and the forest fluttered on like nothing was wrong. Even though it felt like everything was wrong. Blue had been on the grass outside his fence for the last two hours pacing back and forth. The subject of going to Skyclan had been weighing heavily on his mind and now he was on the teetering edge of doing it.
Yet he couldnt help but worry about everything and anything that could go wrong. Even though Oddpaw was so friendly and Edenpaw had helped him get flowers to offer to sweeten his chances at joining. Even Jaypaw was a reason to go- but yet Blue felt as if he wasnt enough.
Flora had told him there was cats like her, cats who came and went with ease and that it was normal. Blue just didnt want to make things complicated for his parents nor the clans! What if he couldnt learn to hunt? OR fight? What if- Blue heaved a heavy sigh and collapsed to the ground with his paws over his head. “Oh i feel so bad! I’m so bad at making choices!” He whined softly and his tail lashed out behind him with his frustrations.
The blue and white tomcat then gave a small growl and straightened himself, trying to muster up the confidence to deicde and faking it the whole time- but fake it till you make it right? “Okay! Let’s do this- let’s just- rip it off! Quick and painless!” Blue fretted slightly and then looked to the ground. He looked around for a moment before picking up the flowers he had picked with Edenpaw a few days prior. Then he lifted his head and squared his shoulders, even though his tail trembled and so did his front paws as he walked towards the forest line.
@Flora
The same question he has asked several times before but has rephrased another six times. It was around noon, the air was warm and the forest fluttered on like nothing was wrong. Even though it felt like everything was wrong. Blue had been on the grass outside his fence for the last two hours pacing back and forth. The subject of going to Skyclan had been weighing heavily on his mind and now he was on the teetering edge of doing it.
Yet he couldnt help but worry about everything and anything that could go wrong. Even though Oddpaw was so friendly and Edenpaw had helped him get flowers to offer to sweeten his chances at joining. Even Jaypaw was a reason to go- but yet Blue felt as if he wasnt enough.
Flora had told him there was cats like her, cats who came and went with ease and that it was normal. Blue just didnt want to make things complicated for his parents nor the clans! What if he couldnt learn to hunt? OR fight? What if- Blue heaved a heavy sigh and collapsed to the ground with his paws over his head. “Oh i feel so bad! I’m so bad at making choices!” He whined softly and his tail lashed out behind him with his frustrations.
The blue and white tomcat then gave a small growl and straightened himself, trying to muster up the confidence to deicde and faking it the whole time- but fake it till you make it right? “Okay! Let’s do this- let’s just- rip it off! Quick and painless!” Blue fretted slightly and then looked to the ground. He looked around for a moment before picking up the flowers he had picked with Edenpaw a few days prior. Then he lifted his head and squared his shoulders, even though his tail trembled and so did his front paws as he walked towards the forest line.
@Flora
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