- Apr 24, 2023
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the images of the dog haunted her, and all she could do was wake up in sweat and fear. gulp it away, and pretend it didn't exist. she couldn't pretend the pain in her head didn't exist - a constant reminder. but she had duties still, she was a warrior still, and all she could do was work. distracting herself to pretend the anger at herself didn't exist. denying the fact of how she felt.
green gaze would cast along the camp, looking for something to do. the golden warrior would note the younger apprentice, reinforcing a den as what was assumedly an apprentices task. that was something right?
edenpaw had seemed for than frightened that day she returned with duskpool in tow. and honestly, worrying about someone else was better than worrying about herself. fretting her future and battling the infectious depression that had fallen back upon her. she had to stop getting herself in these situations where the outcome fell so easily on her. she had to do better for herself, but she was scared to go on walks to cool her mind now. she was scared to leave too far from camp, or be out without the company of others on a patrol.
with hear hearing faded on her left side, she fretted even more. she swallowed hard, approaching the apprentice and gathering her own pawful to assist in the reinforcement. "are.. you doing okay, edenpaw?"