- Nov 13, 2022
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The knowledge of his wholesale failure had been weighing heavy on him for the past few days; it was an expected response, one could easily argue. Half of his short life having been spent preparing for one job, one assessment—and doing quite commendably in said training—only for it to all crumble and fall apart in the finishing stretch. That, and his rapidly deteriorated relationship with his closest friend and confidant in the clan, had all eventuated to his disastrous results in the assessment, and to his ultimate failure. It made him feel sick, like the bile was begging to escape from his throat. He did not even know what to do with himself: the act of sitting still and the idea of doing anything else made him feel equally miserable and near tears, and so he typically tended to go for the nothing. At least that took less energy.
However, for the first time since his failure, Dovepaw had actually left the camp. Whether he had done it with his mentor who had left him alone for a moment or if he had snuck out by himself was unclear. Perhaps it would be fitting of someone who had lost such a golden opportunity to suddenly care much less about the rules. The sun was falling behind the earth, the sky before him turning a pleasant orange. At least not everything was terrible, he thought bitterly. The weather was nice.
Staring at his reflection in the river, Dovepaw idly batted at the water. A few fish passed by and he made no attempt to catch them. He hated hunting, and if he was not even going to be a warrior—what was the point?
His ears flattened to his head in an almost comedic display of discontent, Dovepaw pondered the feeling of his wet paws in silence.
Mostly silence. He did grumble a few times.
@hyacinthbreath
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