- Dec 2, 2022
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A time before the clans. It was harder and harder to picture that time now, a receding memory that had slowly been replaced by the names of every leader, deputy, medicine cat, and warrior that ShadowClan had lost. The time before the clans was one that few cats cared to remember, but now Needledrift found that time coming back to her. Suddenly, she was part of the marsh colony again and the ThunderClan loss of Little Wolf was the marsh colony's own and for that, she felt guilty.
Little Wolf didn't belong to the marsh colony - to ShadowClan - anymore. Her death was not for Needledrift to grieve. The loss of the mother, the friend, the lover, that grief should be reserved for her children, her clanmates, her mate...
And yet.... Needledrift would want to have somebody to share in her sadness if she lost... say.... Ferndance. She wouldn't care if it was a cat from another clan, a cat that had only known her silly she-cat companion for five minutes or a cat that had known her for five seasons. She would feel better to know that she would be remembered over all else.
Little Wolf had died being the best warrior she could be, but with that she had to leave behind home and family and love. So much love. Needledrift's eyes shift from the ground in front of her (one paw then the next, keep moving even if you want to cry) to Hailstorm, a little to her left.
"You know... you've inspired me a little." She begins lightly. "There's a she-cat back home... back in ShadowClan, I mean. She's my best friend and I... I love her, but I was scared of it before. I think I'll tell her when I get back."
@HAILSTORM.
Little Wolf didn't belong to the marsh colony - to ShadowClan - anymore. Her death was not for Needledrift to grieve. The loss of the mother, the friend, the lover, that grief should be reserved for her children, her clanmates, her mate...
And yet.... Needledrift would want to have somebody to share in her sadness if she lost... say.... Ferndance. She wouldn't care if it was a cat from another clan, a cat that had only known her silly she-cat companion for five minutes or a cat that had known her for five seasons. She would feel better to know that she would be remembered over all else.
Little Wolf had died being the best warrior she could be, but with that she had to leave behind home and family and love. So much love. Needledrift's eyes shift from the ground in front of her (one paw then the next, keep moving even if you want to cry) to Hailstorm, a little to her left.
"You know... you've inspired me a little." She begins lightly. "There's a she-cat back home... back in ShadowClan, I mean. She's my best friend and I... I love her, but I was scared of it before. I think I'll tell her when I get back."
@HAILSTORM.