- Sep 20, 2022
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☀ - WHILST MY HEART STILL BEATS
Waking from the nightmare had been harder this time around. The winding tendrils enveloped him, clinging like brambles and offering no mercy from the horrific images that plagued his mind. By the time he finally escaped into the realm of the waking he had already wrecked his nest through the flailing of his paws when he had battled the haunting visage of the rogue from his past. Again he was made to endure the agony of gulping down air past a scar that was too tight on his side. The tom needed to settle from his sense of panic and the only effective way that he had found in order to do so was to walk it off. Last time his clanmates had found him, but this time he intended to keep things to himself. Alone. He wanted to be alone and spared from showing his vulnerable side.
Again he tiptoed past the slumbering bodies in the den, again he slipped out past the dirtplace, but unlike last time he walked in a straight line towards the border edge. He passed it by and made the journey out into unclaimed lands with the sole intention of finding peace within himself. The grounds weren't entirely unknown to him, but he wouldn't claim himself as being an expert either. He made sure to take note of landmarks as he passed them so he could find his way back with as little trouble as possible. The only trouble he'd find would be from going back. He shouldn't be away from the camp, but he just couldn't bear to remain there when in such a state.
The unexpected opportunity to hunt was what made him give pause from his wanderings, and with trained skill he was upon the vole in an instant. "A pity I won't be able to eat all of you." He mused to himself as he pushed the fat, lifeless vole about with a paw.
// @cinderfrost
Waking from the nightmare had been harder this time around. The winding tendrils enveloped him, clinging like brambles and offering no mercy from the horrific images that plagued his mind. By the time he finally escaped into the realm of the waking he had already wrecked his nest through the flailing of his paws when he had battled the haunting visage of the rogue from his past. Again he was made to endure the agony of gulping down air past a scar that was too tight on his side. The tom needed to settle from his sense of panic and the only effective way that he had found in order to do so was to walk it off. Last time his clanmates had found him, but this time he intended to keep things to himself. Alone. He wanted to be alone and spared from showing his vulnerable side.
Again he tiptoed past the slumbering bodies in the den, again he slipped out past the dirtplace, but unlike last time he walked in a straight line towards the border edge. He passed it by and made the journey out into unclaimed lands with the sole intention of finding peace within himself. The grounds weren't entirely unknown to him, but he wouldn't claim himself as being an expert either. He made sure to take note of landmarks as he passed them so he could find his way back with as little trouble as possible. The only trouble he'd find would be from going back. He shouldn't be away from the camp, but he just couldn't bear to remain there when in such a state.
The unexpected opportunity to hunt was what made him give pause from his wanderings, and with trained skill he was upon the vole in an instant. "A pity I won't be able to eat all of you." He mused to himself as he pushed the fat, lifeless vole about with a paw.
// @cinderfrost