development it just keeps happening, yeah it just keeps happening // "disappearance"

ATOMS AND LOW SELF-ESTEEM,
IS THAT ALL THAT I'M GONNA BE ?
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periwinklebreeze 27 moons demi-boy windclan lead warrior
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There are times when Periwinklebreeze wishes his sleeplessness would last forever - that days and nights could drag on endlessly without weary eyes finally drooping at last, mind dragging hm into the land of dreams. Nightmares haunt his dreams more often then not, his thoughts never kind - and yet, the waking world is just as haunting.

Three days. That's how long it takes for dreams to find him, for sleep to cradle him in it's embrace. He collapses into his nest - their nest now - before the sun even sets. Tucks himself deep into white and black fur when his mate arrives, and sleeps soundly. He does not dream, not anything that he can recall. Does not move a whisker out of place until the sun begins to make it's rise and he has to get to work. It is a peaceful night - and perhaps, that in of itself, is all the warning he needs.

Ink-dipped paws move sluggishly, mind adrift - unsettled. Something is wrong, and tired mind cannot quite make sense of what so early. It is only when eyes land upon an empty nest that he jolts. " Where is W-weepingpaw? " comes warbling voice - and stars, he's already panicking. He thinks of the last time this had happened - of Vulturepaw, of duskclan. But there is no battle - no bodies and blood.

Head snaps from side to side, tail lashing anxiously. " Wh-where- Where is my d-daughter! H-has the d-dawn patrol left yet? "

actions & " speech, " & 'thoughts/quotes'
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W H A T -D O E S - M Y -L I F E -E V E N -M E A N ?
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// perms given by ixora to post this. for ooc info purposes weepingpaw has left of her own accord (run away) and no evidence of where she has gone will be found. she will be assumed missing.