IT'S QUIET UPTOWN ;; crowpaw

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@CROWPAW! // lemme know if I tagged the wrong one sweats

Fireflypaw can feel the cold in the air as he steps out of the medicine den for a good stretch, large body curving and twisting with a good pull of muscles and fur. His objective today was simple- to find Crowpaw and talk to him about Bobbie. He knew Crowpaw wouldn't be too happy about learning the news through Blazestar's death and Bobbie's return, and it wasn't like Firefly could just tell the tom the truth when Bobbie herself hadn't given him permission to. Something about his closeness to the apprentice made him protective of the tom, wanting to shield him from the world- from tense emotions that may sway him from the right path.

So when he rises from the snow, Fireflypaw sets out to the apprentice den to stick his big head in, tilting it as owlishly wide eyes stare into the den. "Crowpaw?" Fi calls out calmly, hoping the tom would make himself known. Perhaps he wasn't in the apprentice den, perhaps he was training or out hunting? He pulled his head out of the apprentice den, waiting patiently by the side for the tom to respond and make himself known. A tad bit awkward, but nonetheless efficient in his intentions.​
SKYCLAN MEDICINE CAT APPRENTICE ✦ 18 MOONS ✦ CHUNKY, BIG-FOOTED SEAL POINT ✦ TAGS
 
The news is devasting to say the least. On one hand he feels some guilt because while he didn't love that their parents were together, it didn't mean he wanted Blazestar to die a horrible death or for Bobbie to return so broken. Then, on the other hand the more twisted part of him is thrilled. Thrilled that Bobbie's happiness is snuffed out. For her to experience the same anguish he had felt when she had abandoned and neglected him. The two wolves in him howl, neither coming to an agreement. It's exhausting. Not to mention this is how he learned Bobbie was expecting. That he was going to have siblings. Things were bad enough with his own siblings, so it was safe to say he wasn't looking forward to it. Setting aside the jealousy he would feel towards the kits when they were eventually born receiving all the love and attention that he so desperately wanted. If he continued thinking about future siblings he would go down a dreadful path and it was better not to entertain them.

He's given a day off from training. All he's been doing is laying on his back and staring up at the ceiling of the den. A familiar voice one he's come to love calls out to him. Immediately he rolls over onto his stomach, and looks towards Fireflypaw, smiling. The black tom quickly rises and leaves the apprentice den. His fur is wild, but he doesn't care. The day is infinitely better now that Fireflypaw is here. "What's going on Firefly? Are you doing okay?"
  • — crowpaw / skyclan apprentice / masculine pronouns / 10 moons
    — undecided / single / not looking / open to flirting and crushes
    — long haired black smoke with hazel eyes with polydactyly
    — may powerplay minor harm / can powerplay healing
    biography / @ on discord for plots
    — penned by velou