- Feb 19, 2024
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When she was a little girl, she had been Inga. In her community, she been titled many things - mother, bear-woman, warrior - but always in conjunction of the name her mother gave her at birth: Inga. When she had traveled down from the mountains to find community with the newly christened clans and their budding ways, she had never expected to find herself nameless. Thundersong, the cat named Sootstar had deemed her. It was not a title. Not a by-name. It was meant to be a replacement for her first gift in the world. And Thundersong they all called her, and it was expected that she refer to them by their own new names in turn.
She had not known it then, but the erasure of her name became the gateway to many things she would come to regret.
But she had weathered it all. Unable to return to her previous life - the mountains were too far for her old bones - and unwillingly to follow Sootstar's crazed intentions a second longer, she was now expected to bend to Sunstar and all his new name did or did not entale. At least she could tell that he and his mate were of a similar stone and ice that ran through her own sluggish veins - cats like that eased her worried mind in the aftermath of madness.
Still, an eased mind did not translate to eased joints and a weary sigh escaping from between the bearish woman's maw as she lumbered back into camp, a scraggly hare hanging from her jaws. It was nothing compared to the catches the younger, quicker, smaller cats could have brought in, she had surmised. Of all the clans, Inga found that she was probably the least suited for WindClan's ranks. If she had known that year and a half ago that cats her size were more abundant in other places, perhaps she would've skipped past the small resurrecting tyrant towards the climbers and their ilk.
But no. It was Sootstar that had taken her in five seasons ago and Sootstar she served until the tyrant had been ended. And now that she served a new leader and a new code, she could not even enjoy her measly catch by herself.
"Are the new kittens awake yet?" she mused to the nearest cat, her small ears tilting towards the scoop of the nursery. speech is in #825f87
She had not known it then, but the erasure of her name became the gateway to many things she would come to regret.
But she had weathered it all. Unable to return to her previous life - the mountains were too far for her old bones - and unwillingly to follow Sootstar's crazed intentions a second longer, she was now expected to bend to Sunstar and all his new name did or did not entale. At least she could tell that he and his mate were of a similar stone and ice that ran through her own sluggish veins - cats like that eased her worried mind in the aftermath of madness.
Still, an eased mind did not translate to eased joints and a weary sigh escaping from between the bearish woman's maw as she lumbered back into camp, a scraggly hare hanging from her jaws. It was nothing compared to the catches the younger, quicker, smaller cats could have brought in, she had surmised. Of all the clans, Inga found that she was probably the least suited for WindClan's ranks. If she had known that year and a half ago that cats her size were more abundant in other places, perhaps she would've skipped past the small resurrecting tyrant towards the climbers and their ilk.
But no. It was Sootstar that had taken her in five seasons ago and Sootstar she served until the tyrant had been ended. And now that she served a new leader and a new code, she could not even enjoy her measly catch by herself.
"Are the new kittens awake yet?" she mused to the nearest cat, her small ears tilting towards the scoop of the nursery. speech is in #825f87