pafp LÍVSTRÆÐRIR — DISCOVERY

── .∘°°∘. ── //please wait for @SUNSTRIDE :)

He does not often dream deeply and vividly; his sleep-sight is usually forgotten upon waking, and odd, aimless images when he does remember. To dream in such haunting color— only his memory-fed nights boast that gluttony of sensation, of smell and taste and sound as real as the herbs he now sorts. Distractedly, which is why he distances himself from categorizing to sit in the nest he shares with Sunstride. He stares at the far wall, at the small, dark stones buried in varying layers. He stares and remembers walking through WindClan's camp at the cusp of dawn, the sky overhead heavy with full, rounded clouds and the cool warmth of the sun forcing out the stars.

Wolfsong has wondered whether he awoke and wandered without fully waking, but when he had asked Sunstride, whose sleep he often disturbs, he had not left their nest.

He had, for some reason, found himself standing before the nursery entrance. Wolfsong believes it was early newleaf: his breath left white trails, and the gorse bush, typically decorated by kittens with the brightest flowers, was bare— for a time. A steady warmth bloomed from the nursery, surging over his face, and what was once a dense silence split into voices that, while unintelligible, were unmistakably youthful. Above, the sharp, jagged limbs of the bush gave a great shudder. They swayed back and then stilled, as though holding their breath, before the heat and the laughter seemed to reach a crescendo and petals spilled from every branch. They drowned his paws, thick as the sowing storms of newleaf.

He blinks them away. The medicine den's dark wall returns, and he recognizes his name in his mate's voice. Wolfsong turns toward him, holding his eyes with his own. "Come with me," he says without preamble, brushing by to step out into camp. He does not waste his steps, blazing a path to the nursery through fellow WindClanners. There, he pauses outside, staring at the gorse bush. Flower stems drape over its spindly legs, some wound more artfully than others.

And he understands what restlessness has chased his sleep in the last few days, what the portents within his dream lead to. A soft exhale leaves his parted jaws. He does not look at Sunstride when he says, "I will not move into the nursery when the time comes. The medicine den has room enough, and I know you will never be far." He does gaze at him now, his sole eye crinkling knowingly at the corner.
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WOLFSONG of WINDCLAN FORMER ROGUE TURNED MEDICINE CAT. 36 MOONS, HE/HIM, NPC X NPC. MATES WITH SUNSTRIDE (07/05/2023). BIOGRAPHY, PINTEREST, & PLAYLIST.
  • ★★★☆☆ WOUNDS: You're (mostly) in safe paws. You'll know if he's less experienced if he asks for your permission to try a treatment. No wound can scare him away from knowledge.
    ★★★☆☆ INFECTION: He can prevent most infections. If you feel feverish, let him know— he'll hum thoughtfully over herbs and sniff your wound before saying, "With your blessing..."
  • ★☆☆☆☆ ACHES & PAINS: If you complain to him of pain, he'll ask where. If it's a headache, you'll likely feel a bit better. For anything else, "Try this, if you'd like, and tell me how you feel."
    ★☆☆☆☆ BROKEN BONES: At best. he can ask you to remain lying down in the den. He may try to distract you with conversation while he considers what herb to feed you.
  • ★★★★★ TRAVELING HERBS: Going somewhere? No worries; Wolfsong knows just what you need to stay hale and healthy during your journey. The rest is up to you.
    ☆☆☆☆☆ KITTING: He doesn't remember what it was like to be born. Coincidentally, that is the extent of his familiarity with kitting. At least he won't leave you without moral support.
  • ★☆☆☆☆ POISONS: It's best if you avoid eating anything unfamiliar to you— it's probably just as unfamiliar to Wolfsong. The best he can do is offer you yarrow and sit with you.
    ★★☆☆☆ ILLNESS: If it's white or greencough, you'll likely recover. Otherwise, prepare for odd concoctions and the usual request that you consent to a little trial-and-error.
 
tw: very brief mention of parental death / death during kitting in the first paragraph

It was not a vision that had ensnared Sunstride's mind as of late. If anything at all, it is a memory. A weighted, ancient one that rests upon his skull. Much like his mate, and he supposes many of his clanmates, the warrior has had a...complicated relationship with the idea of a family. His own had been torn apart long before he was born. His father, a great warrior and leader of his own right, had spent many moons without a litter to succeed him. His mother, who Sunstride still knew little of, had been his father's first and only mate. He had not known a mother; only her silence as his own cries eclipsed all else in a small kitten's blooming world. Many kittens had been born in these recent moons. All of them successful litters, with mothers who care deeply for their brood. Would his have been the same?

He knows that it is a foolish thought, but it is what had taken him so. With life and love blooming between himself and WindClan's newly named medicine cat, his heart has found wings upon which it soared. In Wolfsong there was stability– there was love. Could he be blamed for letting it grow? From the uncomfortable glass field of the sentiment he had crushed beneath his paws came a yearning for something more. It is not something he had found the words for. Though he snuggled close to the pale warrior's fur at night, and nestled his nose into the warmth at his throat where he might feel his breath and beating heart, he has come to accept that action alone is not the way of things. Even if they came with difficulty, they were deserved.

I want kits, he has failed to say a dozen times, and I want to share my heart with you, a dozen more. Each time he had thought to begin, he found himself instead ensnared by the sunshine gleaming through wheaten fur as it sways upon the breeze. "Wolfsong?" the warrior begins, for what must be the hundredth time. It is the farthest he has gotten, a name upon his tongue. But today, the healer does not entertain his fumbling. He is asked to follow, and bewildered but ever-trusting, Sunstride does just as such. Curiosity rises within him. Alongside it, hope– Do you want this as badly as I? He would not have expected it. He could not have begun to.

A low, tattered noise of disbelief is all he may answer with, at first. That he does not understand, could not begin to– moving to the nursery of all places would entail what he cannot allow himself to plead for. (Abruptly, he thinks of his own father; of the adoration with which he looked at Sun in his earliest of memories. The things of sadness at the corners of his eyes, yes, but the pride as well. The love.) His chest collapses in upon itself. The warrior's laughter is bizarre yet full. At once he wishes to tackle him like they were youths again, playing in the snow. Coming to terms with his heart's growing fragility is a battle that will take all his focus. "I cannot wait to meet them," he rasps, and can contain himself no longer: Sunstride meets the golden tom with a careful force he knows he may still bear, rearing up slightly to wrap one great paw around his nape and cling him close when his heart aches to fullness.
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  • ooc:
  • SUNSTRIDE. named for his coloration and his bold chasing of fate.
    —— cis male, he - him. approx. 40 moons old. lead warrior of windclan + former rogue.
    —— gay, monogamous. mate to wolfsong from 07.05.2023.  npc x npc, no larger family.
    —— has recently regained some of his earlier lightness, but maintains his steady facade.

    sunstride is broad and bold– a creature standing above most of windclan, though not a beast beyond its borders, with fur that flames red and deepens to a burnt amber with every whorl and stripe. his eyes, in comparison, are a pale summer's blue, still as bold as the rest of him.
  • "speech"
 

♱—— they have always kept strange hours; a life spent in perpetual darkness, scorched by the sun, inclined one to differentiate little between night and day, between sleeping and waking. today is no exception; one is apt to find cygnetstare awake in the early hours or asleep when the sun is at its zenith, equally as much to find her wandering camp in the wee evening hours or sleeping when the rest of camp does. living in the perpetual herbal dimness of the medicine den has only continued this odd schedule; they are half-awake, imagining strange figures on the wall, when they notice what exactly wolfsong is doing.

cygnetstare squints; he appears to be staring at the den's dark wall, which puzzles her. she doesn't know the healer terribly well, but they've come to know him a little better spending much of their waking time with him in the herbal closure of the medicine den. this kind of thing seems like more standard behavior for the tunneler herself—her thoughts are interrupted as he weaves a quick exchange of words with the den's other morning inhabitant, his mate, burning pawsteps out of the medicine den. pulled from those dreamy imaginings, the chimera hoists herself gingerly to her paws; she is curious.

they lurch, appearing more undead than they ever have, to the mouth of the dark tunnel that leads to their current residence; squinting across camp, glare-touched eyes spot wolfsong in the strangest place. somehow, out of anywhere she would've expected the healer to be, it wouldn't be in front of the nursery. sleep and pain dims her mind, and she is distinctly puzzled. cygnetstare can see the two exchange knowing gazes, sunstride pulling wolfsong close, and clarity makes itself known in milkweed eyes. taking more than a bit of a risk, they toss off a raspy yell across camp from where they lean in the medicine den's entrance, "ey, congrats!" even though their thoughtless yell has the potential be a touch embarassing for the two cats, it's genuine; a rare grin spreads across their snowy face.


  • ooc: she's yelling at them across camp lol
  • ♱ cygnetstare — for their downy kitten-fur and perceptiveness (or uncanny gaze)
    she/they ; afab gender apathetic — windclan — tunneler — 16 ☾s
    —— cygnetstare is a corpselike chimera, split between long albino fur and a short black smoke pelt; their eyes are an unsettling pink. her creepy demeanour distracts from a strange fascination with death and an obsessive loyalty to windclan.
    —— smells like grave-dirt and blood ; sounds like vc tbd ; speech in #BF959C, thoughts in #000000
    —— peaceful / healing powerplay permitted ; attacks/contact in underline ; will start fights ; won't flee unless ordered ; won't show mercy ; will kill or maim
    —— pansexual panromantic monogamist, single, not looking ; open to friendships, enemies, casual interactions, long-term romance, plotting ; not open to unplanned battles, flings
    penned by dejavudesklamp9 on discord for plots
  • battle stuff goes here for fights

 

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SOOTSTAR
Sunstride's jolly laughter is at first what draws her attention. She does not make it blatant she is eavesdropping aside from a single ear pointed in the medicine cat and lead warrior's direction.

At first, she can hardly believe her ears, did these implications mean what she thought they did...? Slowly her green gaze turns to them, purrs, laughter and smiles shared between the mates. Cygnetstare's hollered congratulations across the sandy hollow is enough to confirm her suspicions.

Wolfsong was expecting kits.

Sootstar feels her stomach twist; perhaps she would have welcomed this idea a mere half-moon ago, but Wolfsong was medicine cat of WindClan now. They needed all his paws on deck, would he give the kits to a different nursing queen once they've arrived...? It makes her weary, but she gives the trust she has in Wolfsong to believe he will be sure to put his duties first as she had after kitting her own litter.

If the medicine cat or lead warrior look her way, she gives them a congratulative nod and a faint smile.
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❀​ I FEEL SCARED AND I'M STARTING TO SINK ❀​
periwinklebreeze | 12 months | demi-boy | he/they | physically medium (pacifist) | mentally easy | attack in bold #ccccff
Peri doesn't mean to overhear, avoidant as he has been ever since wolfsongs rather... untimely promotion. Bitterness tinges every interaction with the tom now, and memories haunt him - stained as red as blood by death and loss. But cygnetstare has no qualms about loudly congratulating them, and clear blue eyes are slowly drawn to the couple - a frown twitching across his face ever so briefly before he settles back into carefully crafted blankness. "C-c-cong-gratulations," he mumbles half-heartedly - kits are always a welcome addition, a soothing balm to his soul when he spends time with them... but why does everyone's happiness seem to come at the cost of his own? He barely finishes his words before leaving the camp entirely - he's certainly in no mood to be around such happy clanmates.

 
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── .∘°°∘. ── He watches him with a warm gaze, waiting for the epiphany to strike him with beautiful force as it had Wolfsong. He is not disappointed: it begins in muscles surrounding his eyes, which had creased with confusion but now loosen and lift to draw brightness into his eyes like the horizon the sun. He reflects the smile there helplessly, and echoes his laughter when it breaks from Sunstride's jaws. Wolfsong had not realized what trepidation bound him until he is freed of it by Sunstride's joyous voice, by the broad paw on his neck and the forehead against his own. "It will not be long," he counsels, as though he does not feel the same impatience, the same flutter-hearted desperation to see kits with Sunstride's pelt and his own grin. "Two moons at most. You can manage that, I think."

He does wonder what Sunstride's father would say, if he knew. He had wanted grandchildren from his sole son, reassurance that his legacy would continue beyond his death. But he had not envisioned it would come to pass like this— of that, Wolfsong is certain. I can give him happiness and children, and it is more than any cat his father chose could hope to manage. His chest is full to bursting. He had not thought it possible to know happiness like this, without expectation or the terrible shadow of guilt or obligation, and he has found it twice within the same moon.

An unexpected sheen finds his eye, and he swipes away the wetness there in time to hear Cygnetstare's call from the medicine den. He laughs again, twisting to glance back, where he finds their distant face brightened by a smile he has not seen often. "Thank you!" He shouts back, unabashed, open-chested, and such is his joy that even finding Sootstar's gaze does not sober him.

She does not seem disapproving. Indeed, she nods to him, a small smile of her own present, and though he disagrees with some of her stances, her approval is warm. In fact, what surprises Wolfsong most is Periwinklebreeze's turned back after a quiet comment. He recalls his snappish behavior under Wolfsong's care, but he refuses to allow his good spirit to falter, turning back to Sunstride.

"You will have to think of names," he says with a low chuckle. "Perhaps a Sun in your honor."
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WOLFSONG of WINDCLAN FORMER ROGUE TURNED MEDICINE CAT. 36 MOONS, HE/HIM, NPC X NPC. MATES WITH SUNSTRIDE (07/05/2023). BIOGRAPHY, PINTEREST, & PLAYLIST.
  • ★★★☆☆ WOUNDS: You're (mostly) in safe paws. You'll know if he's less experienced if he asks for your permission to try a treatment. No wound can scare him away from knowledge. — ★★★☆☆ INFECTION: He can prevent most infections. If you feel feverish, let him know— he'll hum thoughtfully over herbs and sniff your wound before saying, "With your blessing..."
  • ★☆☆☆☆ ACHES & PAINS: If you complain to him of pain, he'll ask where. If it's a headache, you'll likely feel a bit better. For anything else, "Try this, if you'd like, and tell me how you feel." — ★☆☆☆☆ BROKEN BONES: At best. he can ask you to remain lying down in the den. He may try to distract you with conversation while he considers what herb to feed you.
  • ★★★★★ TRAVELING HERBS: Going somewhere? No worries; Wolfsong knows just what you need to stay hale and healthy during your journey. The rest is up to you. — ☆☆☆☆☆ KITTING: He doesn't remember what it was like to be born. Coincidentally, that is the extent of his familiarity with kitting. At least he won't leave you without moral support.
  • ★☆☆☆☆ POISONS: It's best if you avoid eating anything unfamiliar to you— it's probably just as unfamiliar to Wolfsong. The best he can do is offer you yarrow and sit with you. — ★★☆☆☆ ILLNESS: If it's white or greencough, you'll likely recover. Otherwise, prepare for odd concoctions and the usual request that you consent to a little trial-and-error.
 
( 🐍 ) Venomstrike had been, well, minding his own business but seeing both Sunstride and Wolfsong made his ears perk forward with intrigue. Something about seeing them happy gave him this odd bubbly feeling and even moreso when his mind always found itself wandering to a certain individual, he couldn't quite place his paw on it just yet but he knew what the pair had is beautiful and warm. His gaze shifting away from them momentarily to stretch but he ended up almost jumping out of his fur when he heard Cygnetstare yelling at the couple from across camp, owl sized eyes staring right at the chimera with confusion and turned to the lead warrior and newly named medicine cat once more. He was puzzled for a minute before his scarred maw would part in a silent oh kind of way.

Despite how his pelt was prickling in several directions from the scare, the large moor runner offered a smile before saying loudly enough for Sunstride and Wolfsong to hear him "C-Congratulations!" A little wave of his large paw and couldn't help but notice that Periwrinklebreeze had left after throwing in his own congrats. His yellow gaze turning to the duo once more noticing Sootstar from the corner of his eye, he really hoped he hadn't interrupted a private moment between his clanmates.
( ME GUSTA LA MAÑANA; ME GUSTAS TÚ )