- Jan 29, 2024
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He'd speak with Pebblepaw for quite a bit, weave the flowers with the most focus and care he ever had in something. For the first time ever, he took something serious. Anxiety revealed it's evil face over him, it's teeth lunging for his stomach and keeping it's grip tight on him, it's claws ripping into his heart at the memory of the orange eyes glaring at him.
He fucked up. He knew this.
And he was going to fix it. He was going to do everything in his power to fix it. The chocolate tom missed her presence, and felt guilty for the words that spilled from his mouth. But why? Why did he say what he did?
Carefully, he picked up the braid of flowers, the oranges, yellows, and reds hung from his jaws as his steps led him to sunpaw, paws careful and hesitant. And he's carefully set his gift before her, his mismatched gaze gently lifting to hers, searching them. "Sunpaw, I'm... So so sorry."
He did not care who seen him. Mostly, while he spoke, he did not let his attention move from hers. He would watch her features, watch her motions- and whether her lips curled in disgust or anger, or whether they would smile, he would say what he had to say and he would make this right.
"You do not deserve what I said. I expected you to come over and swat me over the ears, or shove me, but the hurt in your eyes- that hurt me. Because.. I care about you. A lot. And I've never been so sorry for something I did. It was a serious question that I should have respected and responded seriously with. I understand if you don't forgive me right now. Or ever-" he said, voice catching and his maw turning to a grimace at the thought. His heart was sinking as he spoke, his blue and green gaze finally dropping from hers to the flowers.
"I.. made you this. Pebblepaw helped me. It compliments your eyes, and I remember you said you really liked the yellow flowers... But it would look pretty on you-" he sighed. She didn't deserve him as a friend, she deserved someone better who wasn't an idiot. His voice was shaky, unsteady like the thudding of his heart. His ears and cheeks burned. "You're right, I'm really not smart. And.. I guess, I'm afraid of... Being friends with you. That, you deserve someone better, smarter than me. Who'll treat you better, than me. But I do care about you. And it hurts me to know I hurt you."
Owlpaws gaze returned to hers, the sadness exposed easily. "You don't have to forgive me right now, but I'll always be here for you. Friends for life... Right?" He asked, his paws for the first time ever shifting uncomfortably.
Please wait for @SUNPAW. ///