- Nov 19, 2023
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Shiori feels off. Something doesn't feel right, but he can't pinpoint exactly what it is.
Well, he can't pinpoint the cause, but he can think of notable changes. He's a lot more tired, and he's been eating more regularly, although he sometimes gets queasy. It's not been happening long, but it's still bothersome. Especially so when he wakes up and finds that nearly half the day is gone - and that he's barely in time for an assigned border patrol.
He spends the time on the patrol struggling to keep his eyes open, and barely registering what's happening. He knows that Cal will give him a tongue lashing for not sleeping properly, but the truth is that he has been sleeping. He'd be less surprised if everything was business as usual because of his usual lack of sleep, but in reality he's been taking better care of himself lately. So why is it happening now?
The patrol returns to camp, and Shiori still barely registers it. Usually he's always alert and observant, and this feels so unlike him. He's not sure whether or not he should be concerned, and he worries that other cats will be worried about him too - especially Duskpool and Cal.
But it's already started, hasn't it?
“Are you sure you feel okay, Shiori? I swear you almost fell over and started sleeping in the middle of the patrol!” Davidfoot, a daylight warrior and fellow member of the patrol asks him. He's thankful for the concern, but he also doesn't want cats to be concerned over him, simultaneously torn between contradicting emotions, between feeling like a valued member of SkyClan and wanting to be left alone.
Shiori sighs, and yet forces a smile that doesn't seem quite sincere. “I'm fine, Davidfoot. Promise. I just… I'm just a little tired, that's all.”
But was ‘a little’ really cutting it? And would he be able to slip past the cracks without his unusual drowsiness being picked up by too many more clanmates?
// feel free to also be a member of the returning patrol ^o^
"Speech"
SOMETIMES THAT LONELY LOVE DEFILES YOU