- Jun 7, 2022
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This training thing was a whole lot harder than Lavenderpaw was expecting. Her mentor was making her do a lot more than her parents had, that was for certain. But the tortoiseshell molly found herself waking up each day a little stronger, the muscles in her body becoming more defined and she found she had a new direction, a new purpose in life.
It was refreshing, to be rid of the past so easily, like a snake shedding its skin.
But there was one harsh reminder of who she had been that still lingered. Forestpaw. Her sister. Everytime she looked at her, there was a slew of feelings that welled up in her chest, all unexplainable. Guilt, fear, and maybe, deep down, love. But she would never admit it. It had been her job for so long to look after her. Let someone else do it for a change she was tired of it! Their parents weren’t around anymore to tell Lavender that she had to protect her sister, get stronger for her sister, become a better hunter for her, so that she could take care of her. she was tired of everything being about her.
When they walk past each other in camp, Forestpaw actually has the audacity to bump into her. Lavenderpaw can’t quite tell if it’s on accident or on purpose but either way she narrows her eyes as the other she cat. “Watch where you’re going” she hisses, irritably, already not looking forward to the pity party she’s certain Forest is about to throw about how she couldn’t actually see where she was going. “Maybe you should just crawl back home to mom and dad, they’d probably love to have you back so they can just lay prey at your useless feet”
Probably the meanest words that she has ever spoken to her sister and it surprises even her the moment they are out. But it was true, everything that Lavenderpaw ate she had to catch herself, it had been that way for some time now, but Forestpaw would have everything handed to her. Like she wasn’t capable of doing things for herself, like lavender hadn’t seen first paw that she had the ability to learn and just never did. Not knowing that it hadn't been an option for her until now.
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It was refreshing, to be rid of the past so easily, like a snake shedding its skin.
But there was one harsh reminder of who she had been that still lingered. Forestpaw. Her sister. Everytime she looked at her, there was a slew of feelings that welled up in her chest, all unexplainable. Guilt, fear, and maybe, deep down, love. But she would never admit it. It had been her job for so long to look after her. Let someone else do it for a change she was tired of it! Their parents weren’t around anymore to tell Lavender that she had to protect her sister, get stronger for her sister, become a better hunter for her, so that she could take care of her. she was tired of everything being about her.
When they walk past each other in camp, Forestpaw actually has the audacity to bump into her. Lavenderpaw can’t quite tell if it’s on accident or on purpose but either way she narrows her eyes as the other she cat. “Watch where you’re going” she hisses, irritably, already not looking forward to the pity party she’s certain Forest is about to throw about how she couldn’t actually see where she was going. “Maybe you should just crawl back home to mom and dad, they’d probably love to have you back so they can just lay prey at your useless feet”
Probably the meanest words that she has ever spoken to her sister and it surprises even her the moment they are out. But it was true, everything that Lavenderpaw ate she had to catch herself, it had been that way for some time now, but Forestpaw would have everything handed to her. Like she wasn’t capable of doing things for herself, like lavender hadn’t seen first paw that she had the ability to learn and just never did. Not knowing that it hadn't been an option for her until now.
// please wait for @FOREST to reply
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