backwritten LIKE GRIEF AND SWEET MEMORY ☾ lichenstar



( ) "lichenstar," the smooth tone of the silky molly rings softly in the evening gloom. a faded, dark gray sky silhouettes a tall figure against it, smoke, ghost striped fur ruffling gently in a cool wind. "a word?" she requests. autumn chill creeps in the air, wilting the once-green willow leaves, engorging the river that now threatens to flood its muddy banks. willowroot stands just outside the shaded hollow lichenstar and hazecloud call home, having approached her exhausted looking leader with a kind gaze and a peace offering of a small salmon.

"for you," she sets the fish down, nudging it towards the star-blessed molly. around her, warriors share tongues and settle down for the night, apprentices are ushered by their mentors into sleep, and kittens squeal and squirm inside the nursery. even as the day's end brings a familiar peace to riverclan's camp, willowroot cannot help the unease she feels. perching herself beside her leader, the smoke tabby tips her head, verdant gaze pooling with thought.

"those kits," she begins, and breathes, thinking of the bundles at claythorn's belly, gray and brown and white hued, reminiscent of their faded mother. "gladefrost's kits. is it fair to ask claythorn to raise them?" eyebrows shift, a look of worry rather than anger. "or robinheart? the girl is almost out of the nursery, and early next moon, claythorn will surely be itching to be free, too." the warrior worries her lip, suddenly unsure.

a breath, one she's sure lichenstar resents. she can hear the unspoken urge - get to the point. "i would raise them, if you'd have me." it comes out not in a rush, as she'd imagined it, but in a slow, calculated way. "they need some… sense of normalcy. some cat they can come to and rely on. robinheart is too buried in her grief to do it alone. i want to help her, to help gladefrost."

because none of us could help her in life, is the unspoken part. the former-lead blinks at her leader, awaiting judgment. a sire of the kittens has not come forth to claim them, and gladefrost's family are gone to the stars with her. her children should not need to be raised alone.


  • // @lichenstar set before the flood, the day after the kits were brought home! "#91A26C"
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  • WILLOWROOT ☾ SHE / THEY, WARRIOR OF RIVERCLAN. 46 MOONS. MENTORING ECHOPAW. PENNED BY LAVS
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    a long-haired black smoke oriental with sage-green eyes. smoky long fur coats the length of willowroot's lithe body, cut through with dark ghost stripes. friendly sage green eyes that narrow in an almond shape, and her muzzle and limbs are thin and long due to her oriental heritage.
 

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  • A pleasant face to be the source of such an interruption... She gives her mate a small, reassuring smile, a silent 'I'll be right back' so they might retire for the evening and enjoy their solitude for once. The day drags on both of them in unique ways... and though Lichenstar can understand Hazecloud's exhaustion, the type she bares is known by far fewer and across wide horizons.

    "Hello Willowroot..." She brushes past the dwindling leaves to take a seat beside her, admiring the small, speckled fish with a sudden overwhelming pang of hunger. Had she eaten yet...? With the abundance of prey leading up to this point, the lynx point finds herself surprised to say she hasn't... "Thank you... I didn't even... realize I was hungry..." She leans down to take a bite, wishing with a sense of kit-like entitlement it were a bird instead. They're harder to find... and few of her warriors bother to try and catch them.

    "Those kits..."

    Her chewing stops abruptly, wondering if perhaps the former lead warrior is not so pleased to be played for a fool surrounding the circumstances of Gladefrost's death. If maybe, someone, the stars themselves have told her the truth in seething hisses. But she doesn't mention it... does not even breathe WindClan's name.... Just launches headfirst into her concerns about the other queens.

    "Mmm..." She hums a small acknowledgement, swallowing down her bite of food while she thought about what to say. "No..." In truth, she hadn't thought much further ahead than seeing them fed. Keeping them alive mattered more than the coming moons that night... but now that was done with and the future must be considered. "No Claythorn is.... busy enough... as is." Between her own litter and those her mate had found and brought home... Asking her to do more than keep them alive would be too much. "You?"

    She doesn't mean to sound surprised... Willowroot was quite successful as far as mothers went... but the suggestion to walk this path just before leaf-bare makes her antsy. She is not keen to give up one of her best... someone she can rely on. "I can't... let you... retire to the... nursery," she explains quietly, "Not with.. leaf-bare so close...." And then, what would be the point of Lilacbird's role, if she just allowed anyone to crawl into the warmth of the nursery when it suited them? Never mind that the smoke's motivations were to help a she-cat who had betrayed them- That is a secret... She doesn't know what she says...

    "But... I won't stop you... from mothering them... outside of that," Hopefully it is a good enough compromise.... Lichenstar didn't feel like she'd been a negligent mother while still attending her duties as deputy.... A pit of anxiousness opens up in her belly, suddenly overwhelmed with the urge to seek out her children and ask them if they knew she loved them.
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