private LIKE HANDS OF MAN AGAINST THE HANDS OF TIME — mallow

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Snow has consumed WindClan's territory with the selfsame hunger of a flame.

Thriftfeather sits in camp—not in the mouth of the nursery, but near enough that he could slink back into it in the time of a blink if he must. The snow-light, even during the soft-edged lake of early morning, even in the gentle down of camp, forces his eyes into a squint. The chilling winds are strong enough to spiral strands of Thriftfeather's golden pelt skywards. Leafbare has already shown its white fangs and now it bites.

His breath fogs before him—twin threads that dance as ephemeral as smoke—before the wind steals that away from him, too.

Reprieve is behind him. The nursery will not warm him completely, but it will not further any harm to him. And yet Thriftfeather endures the full brunt cold for a simple reason: if he intends to go out in this, he must be able to tolerate it. If he is to give his all to WindClan—and hadn't he committed himself to this?—he is first to prepare himself.

(Or else he is to find excuses to avoid acknowledging that he has stalled himself in wondering at a junction—to risk cold he couldn't so easily retreat from or risk judgemental eyes turned his way as fresh-kill depletes.)

Thriftfeather's slitted eyes dart, seeking distraction from a distraction. Camp doesn't buzz to hive-life as it does most mornings, but familiar silhouettes still shake into movement. Thriftfeather shifts into a stretch and then into standing—ignores the way his body warns against something closing around him for the knowledge that it is nothing but flurries against his whiskers—and searches for, if not a face with kind regard, then one without hostility.

"Mallow—Mallowtail!" The name catches somewhere in Thriftfeather's throat as if it is wholly unfamiliar rather than underused.

He speaks louder than he normally would have to be heard beneath the dampening snow. Between them and held in the tremor of Thriftfeather's voice: a gulf of uncertainty. Thriftfeather steps through it with the same caution as one may test thin ice.

"You—" He stops, swallows a cold-made crack in his voice, and starts again, "Are you going to go out in this?"
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In contrast to the majority of her clanmates, she had no personal grudges against Bluefrost for bringing Thriftfeather home as the father of her kittens or against him for joining Duskclan. Since she was not perfect herself, let alone without the authority, it was not her place to pass judgment; Scorchstar and her council had the last say. Her main goal in life was making sure her loved ones were happy and healthy and fulfilling her duties as a warrior to her home. Mallowtail and others endured having to make supply trips since the incessant snowfall was out of control, and they faced the risk of returning with cold, frostbite, white cough, or death.

She pauses upon hearing a voice she had become unaccustomed to since their apprenticeship days. A honey brown gaze meets his as she tilts her head slightly. "Yeah? What's up?" The cream sepia questions as she notes his estranged behavior, a tone attempting to peek the roaring winds of the snowstorm. His question catches her off guard as she smiles softly before nodding after processing his question. "Mm, I am. Is something wrong?" Mallowtail would question with faint concern hinted in her voice.

She had returned home safely with her paws full (and occasionally empty), despite the fact that traveling in the winter was hazardous. If the busy nursery and their seniors could live comfortably for another day, then the risk was worthwhile. The moor runner wasn't careless enough to travel alone without patrolmates or a partner, as the density of the snowfall made it difficult to see, and one could easily get lost if careless.