- Jul 15, 2022
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› Guilt tore at their stomach like something was trying to shred entire organs to shreds. The young black warrior didnt know how this happened. They were sure it wouldnt be possible and that they would just be put aside, maybe a nursery worker or something else to help the clan out. Though that was expected but what was expected and what happened are two different things. Blaze had become a warrior as did themselves, but not one of the brothers- Gingerpaw. It made them feel so unholy guilty. They didnt think they’d be worthy of a warrior name or he’d be given it out of pity from Howlingstar, but no- he earned it. He really did, or he liked to think he did.
Blacklotus sat in the forest, listening to the trees around him as creatures moved and skiddered across the ground. Though he made no move for them, didnt want to go after them really but he tried to play it off as something else. They shouldn’t be concerning themselves with things like his. Gingerpaw would get his name! He was sure of it, he deserved it and worked harder than anyone else out there! Though maybe it just took a moon more of work or so, nothing too big- right? Blacklotus felt like hew was just trying to excuse his guilt and make himself feel better, which had him lower in this face and sighing softly.
A black nose pointed to the ground as sightless paws pawed at the grass, it was getting long and while still mush it was at least warmer out. Something to look forward too at least right? Warmth, sun, less strife. Blacklotus could only hope though and they shook their head to dismiss the rather sour thoughts plaguing his mind. They needed to get something done before heading back to camp but they found themselves sitting there for a while. Listening quietly to the forest around. "speech"
Blacklotus sat in the forest, listening to the trees around him as creatures moved and skiddered across the ground. Though he made no move for them, didnt want to go after them really but he tried to play it off as something else. They shouldn’t be concerning themselves with things like his. Gingerpaw would get his name! He was sure of it, he deserved it and worked harder than anyone else out there! Though maybe it just took a moon more of work or so, nothing too big- right? Blacklotus felt like hew was just trying to excuse his guilt and make himself feel better, which had him lower in this face and sighing softly.
A black nose pointed to the ground as sightless paws pawed at the grass, it was getting long and while still mush it was at least warmer out. Something to look forward too at least right? Warmth, sun, less strife. Blacklotus could only hope though and they shook their head to dismiss the rather sour thoughts plaguing his mind. They needed to get something done before heading back to camp but they found themselves sitting there for a while. Listening quietly to the forest around. "speech"
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──── Inkylotus. AFAB Enby. He/they. Bisexual Biromantic.
──── sixteen moons old, ages on each 18th
──── Warrior of Thunderclan. Single. Looking// interested in;
──── a long haired black cat with no eyes.
──── lean and willowy with a lithe build, small paws and oriental-like features
──── currently in good health, has no injuries or notable scarring.