LONELY AND RAMSHACKLE HEAD [🥀] DEERPAW

deerpaw

if you don't love me, don't tell me
Sep 12, 2024
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DEERPAW
"Me? I'm searching. For my purpose, given to me by my mother inside the Erdtree, long ago. For the reason that I yet live, burned and bodiless."
- Melina, "Elden Ring"

PLAYLIST | PINTEREST | TOYHOUSE​
 
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Deerpaw
NAME
Apprentice
RANK
WindClan
CLAN
Trans Male
GENDER
He/Him
PRONOUNS
Homosexual
ORIENT.
  • APPEARANCE​
    a soft-furred brown and white tom with copper eyes. Deerpaw is built as elegantly as his namesake. As he's aged, the roundness of kithood has melted off his frame like snow in spring, leaving a whip-thin sprite in its absence. His fine bone structure, soft brown fur, and his large ears and eyes lend themselves to his resemblance to a deer.

    His face is long and pointy, testament to his mother's Oriental heritage. The silky fur of a kittypet still clings to his frame even now, two generations removed, though his mother's father had left his Twolegs and put down roots in the original colonies, and then the newly established WindClan, by the time she was born. He fears that his pelt marks him as not truly being a WindClan cat, too long and thick for hunting in gorse, too easily matted by bushes and strong winds. He grooms thrice daily, meticulously removing any tangles before they can snarl into hopeless messes, but his insecurity persists.
    ⤷ genetically a lh chocolate ticked tabby tuxedo link.​
    MENTALITY​
    anxious / quiet / empathetic / polite / crafty / lonely / insecure / sensitive / melancholy. Deerpaw is a follower, and feels most secure when there's a strong male authority figure in his life, as if to replace his late father. His insecurity leaves him feeling isolated and alienated from his peers, though he's deeply empathetic and thus clever with causing emotions. He uses this to his advantage to try and keep himself in everyone's good graces so they won't be mad at him, and hopefully will like him. As he matures, he has started, on rare occasions, to find someone whose approval matters little to him. He thinks he has to be useful to be worth something, and finds it hard to believe it when people actually like him without him having done anything for them.

    He's sensitive to his Clanmates' emotions, but his own are easily bruised as well.​
  • RELATIONS​
    GEN 1. STORMSHADE xx DEERFLOWER. BROTHER TO RAINKIT, QUIETKIT

    MENTORING none
    MENTORED BY Featherfrost
    ADMIRES Who
    NOTABLE FRIENDSHIPS Vulturepaw
    NOTABLE ENEMIES Who

    INTERACTION​
    SINGLE; HOMOSEXUAL
    His trust is hard to earn, as he believes that his Clanmates could only like him transactionally. Once he's convinced it's genuine with no ulterior motives, he's immediately clingy and soaks up any affection they have to give him like a wilting flower.
    SMELLS OF rose-hips, raspberries, dry grasses, lingering traces of rabbit blood
    SOUNDS LIKE speaks in quiet, dulcet tones, higher end of masculine average, accent could be described as french
    speech is #BD6565

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  • HISTORY​
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♡ Haven't properly met yet
♡ Loathes
♡ Fearful of
♡ Dislikes
♡ Suspicious of
♡ Rivalry
♡ Jealous of
♡ Distrustful of
♡ Annoyed by
♡ Weirded out by
♡ Confused / Unsure of
♡ Complicated Feelings
♡ Wishes to know better
♡ Shy towards
♡ Respects
♡ Comfortable with
♡ Likes
♡ Finds Entertaining
♡ Friends with
♡ Close friends with
♡ Safe around
♡ Like family
♡ Family
♡ Protective of
♡ Admires
♡ Platonic Love
♡ Puppy-crush
♡ Crushing on
♡ Head-over-heels for
♡ Romantic Love


CHARACTER NAME / hearts
write your character's opinion on them <3
 

✩ PHYSICALLY MEDIUM / MENTALLY MEDIUM
— elaborate on that
✩ WON'T START FIGHTS / WILL END FIGHTS / WILL FLEE / WILL SHOW MERCY
— elaborate on that
✩ attack in underline and tag / peaceful and healing powerplay allowed

STRENGTH
10 (+0)
DEXTERITY
14 (+2)
CONSTITUTION
10 (+0)
INTELLIGENCE
10 (+0)
WISDOM
14 (+2)
CHARISMA
8 (-1)


SKILLNEW-LEAFGREEN-LEAFLEAF-FALLLEAF-BARE
Stalking+1+2-1-1
Running+2+3+1-1
Scent+2+3+0+1
Sight+2+2+0+0
Hearing+4+4+4+4
Swimming-10-10-10-12
Climbing+0+1-2-4
Night-Sight+1+1+1+1
due to large ears +3 on listening checks || due to light weight +2 on stalking
due to long fur -2 on leaf-bare checks || due to social anxiety -1 on charisma
due to empathy +2 on social perceptiveness || due to blank +/-## on blank skill
 
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general.--(--lyour broad shoulders, my wet tears--)
✧--deerkit deerpaw deercry / no nicknames / no aliases
—--9 moons old / ages one moon on the 1st of each month
—--cis male / he/him pronouns
—--apprentice of windclan

appearance.--(--you're alive and i'm still here--)
✧--a very dapper longhaired chocolate ticked tabby tuxedo with big copper eyes. tall and gangly, comically pointy. / reference(s)
—--long description
—--( injuries )--everyday wear and tear
—--( inventory )--you can change this into accessories, important notes, genetics/inheritance, etc.

persona.--(--as some half-human creature thing--)
✧--crafty, lonely, hurting, insecure, anxious, quiet, empathetic, polite
—--WIP
- follower til the day he dies, feels most secure when there's a strong male authority figure (father replacement) somewhere nearby
- he feels isolated and alienated from his peers
- he's clever with causing emotions, but he uses this to try and keep himself in everyone's good graces so they won't be mad at him and hopefully will like him
- thinks he has to be useful to be worth something, finds it hard to believe it when people actually like him without him being at all useful to them
—--( tropes )--list, tv, tropes, here, or, stuff, like, mbti

relationships.--(--can you give life to anything?--)
✧--NPC x NPC
—--only surviving kit, mother and siblings died in childbirth / father was a helicopter parent as a result
—--gay, polyamorous, difficult to romance / single / crushing on __
—--considers __ friends / trusts __

interaction.--(--if you don't love me, don't tell me--)
✧--physical health 100% / mental health 55%
—--mentored by someone / mentoring someone / previously mentored someone
—--will not start fights / will end fights / will flee / will show mercy
—--attack in #BD6565 and tag / peaceful powerplay allowed

miscellaneous.--(--i've never asked who and i'll never ask why--)
✧--penned by solaire / last updated 09/13/2024
—--playlist / heartchart​