- Jul 17, 2022
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Despite the Windclan raid feeling like it happened forever ago, Sheep still worries about those creatures flooding the camp once more, destroying the fern and bramble walls, destroying the nursery and the warriors den and the medicine den in pursuit of revenge. It sends a chill down her spine and builds a heavy pit in her stomach each time she thinks of it, of the casualties they could sustain if they come back so soon. And... Shes just one cat, truly, she knows she can't do much. She doesn't know how to fight as well as her fellow leads, shes not as headstrong in her opinions, but she'd lay her life down in an instant. Sometimes shes not sure why she was picked, but by the Stars if she doesn't do something right then shes failing.
Unfortunately, now shes thinking too much, and the anxiety leaves her nearly paralyzed as she finishes her mouthful of prey, pawning the rest off to a passing elder. It was just a bite she had taken but she couldn't finish, no, restlessness keeps her from eating and shes on her paws, a half pace back and forth across her spot she had taken up. What to do, what to do? What would get rid of this fear, what could be done to strengthen the clan? She could gather a small patrol to take out, but she knows she'll be distracted. She could go hunt, but her paw steps would be clumsy despite her affinity for it.
Paws carry her straight to the dens, hastily repaired in some spots, heavily reinforced in the others, it brings forth an idea and turns her around to face the clan. Eh... She'll go get it herself, too afraid to burden others, and so she disappears for a little bit to come back with some brambles and vines and gets to work.
"Would you mind holding this down while I weave this around it? It makes the den a little drafty." Sheep would call out to a passing cat, eyes flitting upwards to look at them while she gestured to a loose bramble she had been wrangling with. No matter how hard she had tried it just kept popping up without a second pair of paws and she wishes Starclan would bless her with another. "Theres another one on the other side as well, please, if you don't mind staying for a little bit." she'd bat her eyes playfully.
Unfortunately, now shes thinking too much, and the anxiety leaves her nearly paralyzed as she finishes her mouthful of prey, pawning the rest off to a passing elder. It was just a bite she had taken but she couldn't finish, no, restlessness keeps her from eating and shes on her paws, a half pace back and forth across her spot she had taken up. What to do, what to do? What would get rid of this fear, what could be done to strengthen the clan? She could gather a small patrol to take out, but she knows she'll be distracted. She could go hunt, but her paw steps would be clumsy despite her affinity for it.
Paws carry her straight to the dens, hastily repaired in some spots, heavily reinforced in the others, it brings forth an idea and turns her around to face the clan. Eh... She'll go get it herself, too afraid to burden others, and so she disappears for a little bit to come back with some brambles and vines and gets to work.
"Would you mind holding this down while I weave this around it? It makes the den a little drafty." Sheep would call out to a passing cat, eyes flitting upwards to look at them while she gestured to a loose bramble she had been wrangling with. No matter how hard she had tried it just kept popping up without a second pair of paws and she wishes Starclan would bless her with another. "Theres another one on the other side as well, please, if you don't mind staying for a little bit." she'd bat her eyes playfully.
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