- Jul 8, 2022
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MY NAME IS BRUTUS AND MY NAME MEANS HEAVY ✧
it's been getting worse, but she knows it does not get better until it is all said and done. there is her favorite fish in front of her. untouched, and pure. yet, she can't help the crinkle that forms in her nose and the disgust in her eyes. she knows, she knows she must eat. but the thought of it drives her wild. she'd rather take a page from clayfur's book and start eating sand. lightningstone would chide her for this behavior, but she has too much pride to be sick in front of the whole clan. she'd rather just save face and give up. to onlookers, they will find their deputy with a harsh and critical look towards something underserving. she had awoken early, greeted the returning birds, gone to her favorite fishing spot...she had done everything right.this must be the heavens way of punishing her. but of course, she could also be overdramatic. a sigh leaves her lips, and instead of torturing herself with this staring contest, the deputy finally pushes the fish away from herself. uncharacteristic, but there is no use in simply staring at it. it won't help her, nor would it help her clan to just let a catch go to waste. but the thought of not having a favorite meal...it was simply too painful. her head tilts towards the blue skies, watching. clouds roll by, ignorant to the plights of the world down below. the clan continues in its hustle and bustle. life goes on in its constant movement. "is anyone hungry? i...lost my appetite." she calls, hopeful for any passerby to just take this damned thing away from her.