- Jul 17, 2022
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// set on the night of the gathering !! anyone who didnt go is welcome to participate
Worry gnaws in her stomach as she sits in camp, quite literally unable to even relax due to the unrelenting fear that she knows would not go away till they got back. Paws knead the earth below in an anxious manner as she breathes, continuously pacing back and forth in the moonlight. How does rest come easy to those in fear of their home? The screeches of war-torn cats and kits huddling at the mouth of the elders den and the nursery, and the fear of losing her home- it all constricts her chest and makes it hard to breathe. If Windclan had attacked them in camp once, they'll do it again, and if they're smart they'll take advantage of the fact half their clan was out at the gathering.
But not tonight, no. She tries to tell herself this over, not tonight, not a sacred night. Not on her watch, she'll see them coming before they see her, she'll make sure of it. And she'll make her promise to Dawn come true, she'll kill them, she will, she'll kill them all dead!
She doesn't realize how violently shes shaking as she moves through camp in a pace, settling at the beginnings of the entrance, where she feels is the safest position to attack a patrol leader. She knows she'll lay down her life for the cats currently in camp but does she still fear for the safety, fear for the unknown regardless? Yes. But she forces her fur to lie flat as she gives curly chest fur a lick. "You think Blazestar is tellin everyone about Windclan now?" she asks a nearby cat, casting her gaze towards moonlit skies. Some decent conversation would help pass the time for sure. She'll rotate between sitting on the inside and sitting on the outside of the camp walls, just to ease her own worries.
Worry gnaws in her stomach as she sits in camp, quite literally unable to even relax due to the unrelenting fear that she knows would not go away till they got back. Paws knead the earth below in an anxious manner as she breathes, continuously pacing back and forth in the moonlight. How does rest come easy to those in fear of their home? The screeches of war-torn cats and kits huddling at the mouth of the elders den and the nursery, and the fear of losing her home- it all constricts her chest and makes it hard to breathe. If Windclan had attacked them in camp once, they'll do it again, and if they're smart they'll take advantage of the fact half their clan was out at the gathering.
But not tonight, no. She tries to tell herself this over, not tonight, not a sacred night. Not on her watch, she'll see them coming before they see her, she'll make sure of it. And she'll make her promise to Dawn come true, she'll kill them, she will, she'll kill them all dead!
She doesn't realize how violently shes shaking as she moves through camp in a pace, settling at the beginnings of the entrance, where she feels is the safest position to attack a patrol leader. She knows she'll lay down her life for the cats currently in camp but does she still fear for the safety, fear for the unknown regardless? Yes. But she forces her fur to lie flat as she gives curly chest fur a lick. "You think Blazestar is tellin everyone about Windclan now?" she asks a nearby cat, casting her gaze towards moonlit skies. Some decent conversation would help pass the time for sure. She'll rotate between sitting on the inside and sitting on the outside of the camp walls, just to ease her own worries.
"speech"