- Dec 15, 2022
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Walking to horseplace has never felt quite as miserable as it does now. He follows Morningsong from a few short paces away, never speeding up quite enough to take to his brother's side. They haven't stood like that for moons. Now, with WindClan blood haunting his mouth and Snakehiss' words spinning between his ears, is not the time to try again. Would they even take him back? Had Heavy Snow believed him as he lashed out to whisper? Had he shared the news with those that he followed? Or was he a traitor twice over, to Sootstar and Sunstride both? His paws twitch to flee, and there's something awful about that. About proving them right, about– about legacy, and his inability to escape from it.
A few steps away from the barn, Sparkspirit stops walking. The dual crunch of the littermates' paws across freshly fallen snow dims to just the set, and he's sure that his brother will pick up on it quickly. Still he calls out, timidly, "Morningsong?" His gaze flickers to the imposing shape before them. Then to the tracks that they have led right to this very place. WindClan would come soon. A fight would come quickly after. They weren't faceless rogues, or cats from across the border. He knows each of them intimately, from how they woke up on a dreary morning to their least favorite route to patrol. Afraid to die defending WindClan. He might lose the meager meal he had managed to scarf down.
"What if he was right?" he finally asks, voice cracking like thin ice. It's an easier question than what if they hate me too?
A few steps away from the barn, Sparkspirit stops walking. The dual crunch of the littermates' paws across freshly fallen snow dims to just the set, and he's sure that his brother will pick up on it quickly. Still he calls out, timidly, "Morningsong?" His gaze flickers to the imposing shape before them. Then to the tracks that they have led right to this very place. WindClan would come soon. A fight would come quickly after. They weren't faceless rogues, or cats from across the border. He knows each of them intimately, from how they woke up on a dreary morning to their least favorite route to patrol. Afraid to die defending WindClan. He might lose the meager meal he had managed to scarf down.
"What if he was right?" he finally asks, voice cracking like thin ice. It's an easier question than what if they hate me too?
- OOC. please wait for @Morningsong~ !! this takes place the first night of the rebels' barn vacation.
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🗲 . ˚ . SPARKSPIRIT. HE - HIM - HIS. 14 MOON OLD MOOR RUNNER OF WINDCLAN. VERY LOYAL TO HIS CLAN. PENNED BY REVELATIONS. ————
✦ ECHOLIGHT xELMBREEZE. ADOPTED BYYEWBERRY. BRIGHTFAM, BUT SOMEWHAT ESTRANGED DUE TO HIS LOYALTY TO WINDCLAN. ———————— - "speech"