- Jul 27, 2022
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the molly sat down at the bank of the river, ignoring the coldness from the air, and the splashes of water that had yet to freeze. it was only a matter of time before it did, but for now it was still running. she looked at her own reflection, wincing at the sight of her face... she hadn't had her flower in. she looked too much like who she used to be and it is making her feel sick. paw steps behind her only make her nose twitch, and the sweet scent of sea foam is unmistakable. guilt has consumed her, and she doesn't wanna face willowroot. she's sorry. she's sorry. she's sorry.
"i'm sorry. i... i didn't mean to get so angry i just... you lied and then you said you were scared. of me. of how i would react and i can't... i... did i ever give you a reason to believe i'd hurt you? i don't... understand."
her voice cracks, and she spins to face willowroot, body trembling almost as if she is shivering, but she's not cold at all. she's almost scared herself... how could her anger have been so dammed much that her own mate was scared to be honest with her? a whine leaves her as her ears push back against her skull. this is a weird and vulnerable feeling. she doesn't like it, not at all, but willowroot sees right through her and she doesn't want to be angry at them.
"i'm sorry okay? i never meant to make you feel like i'd ever hurt you... i-i know my anger is a lot sometimes and how you even... love me with it is... i don't know. a gift. a miracle. and i promise to be better about yelling so much... j-just... please don't leave me? i love you. i love our kits already. i don't care what beesong has to say i... i will take care of you all."
her abandonment issues twisted in her stomach. this was why she was so brash in the first place. willowroot was gonna leave her and there would have been no recovering from that.
//WOAH SADNESS ALERT @willowroot
"i'm sorry. i... i didn't mean to get so angry i just... you lied and then you said you were scared. of me. of how i would react and i can't... i... did i ever give you a reason to believe i'd hurt you? i don't... understand."
her voice cracks, and she spins to face willowroot, body trembling almost as if she is shivering, but she's not cold at all. she's almost scared herself... how could her anger have been so dammed much that her own mate was scared to be honest with her? a whine leaves her as her ears push back against her skull. this is a weird and vulnerable feeling. she doesn't like it, not at all, but willowroot sees right through her and she doesn't want to be angry at them.
"i'm sorry okay? i never meant to make you feel like i'd ever hurt you... i-i know my anger is a lot sometimes and how you even... love me with it is... i don't know. a gift. a miracle. and i promise to be better about yelling so much... j-just... please don't leave me? i love you. i love our kits already. i don't care what beesong has to say i... i will take care of you all."
her abandonment issues twisted in her stomach. this was why she was so brash in the first place. willowroot was gonna leave her and there would have been no recovering from that.
//WOAH SADNESS ALERT @willowroot
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