- Aug 6, 2023
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Salmonshade feels dread gnawing at her bones as she leads the young apprentice past camp borders, past the only thing the ex-kit has known, in to new territory. She wished she could feel anything but, but its loud, and it makes it known with the churning of her stomach, the occasional flick of her tail going back and forth. Things fly through her mind faster than a pounce to a mouse, what was she to do? Where do I even start? Teeth grind together and she thinks, regretfully, of what she had said at the meeting. We will leave immediately after this and return for the gathering, perhaps she should have put it off a couple hours, at least until the sun began to sink in to the horizon. She has no idea what to do, she has only briefly taught Cranberrypaw, only briefly gave pointers to Squishpaw. She should have given herself more time to formulate a plan.
As she walks, something draws her eyes. Billowing smoke from a way off which means lingering twolegs at the camp, thats something she can turn in to a lesson. She lets out a small breath, rolls her shoulders back and looks down as they walk side-by-side. "Over there is a twoleg camp, they stay during the warmer moons. You'll want to stay as far away from it as possible, its not even worth hunting around." briefly does she remember the news of some skewering Cicadastar to a tree, when they had not been... trusting of the lives that Starclan had blessed the leaders with. She thinks of the grief; would she grieve the same if it were Ratpaw? The callousness of the thought shocks even her, why had her mind even conjured this image? She shakes her head to clear it, breathing hitched in her throat for a heartbeat.
She swallows hard and pushes on, hurrying past the camp a little faster than before. "What do you know about treading water?" her voice comes in an idle hum as she distracts herself with pushing past fast enough to the point where she feels an ache in her legs. "We're nearing the river on Thunderclans border. I'd like for you to show me everything you know and everything you think you know."
As she walks, something draws her eyes. Billowing smoke from a way off which means lingering twolegs at the camp, thats something she can turn in to a lesson. She lets out a small breath, rolls her shoulders back and looks down as they walk side-by-side. "Over there is a twoleg camp, they stay during the warmer moons. You'll want to stay as far away from it as possible, its not even worth hunting around." briefly does she remember the news of some skewering Cicadastar to a tree, when they had not been... trusting of the lives that Starclan had blessed the leaders with. She thinks of the grief; would she grieve the same if it were Ratpaw? The callousness of the thought shocks even her, why had her mind even conjured this image? She shakes her head to clear it, breathing hitched in her throat for a heartbeat.
She swallows hard and pushes on, hurrying past the camp a little faster than before. "What do you know about treading water?" her voice comes in an idle hum as she distracts herself with pushing past fast enough to the point where she feels an ache in her legs. "We're nearing the river on Thunderclans border. I'd like for you to show me everything you know and everything you think you know."
- @Ratpaw
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salmon,, salmonshade
-> cis female ,, she/her ,, 30 months
-> warrior of riverclan ,, former marsh grouper
-> fluffy & dainty chocolate tortie smoke with low white and blue eyes
-> “speech, ff91a4” ,, thoughts
-> lesbian ,, single
-> smells like warm flowers & freshly cut grass
-> image by @wrendoings [ disc ]