- Jun 7, 2023
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Sootspot did not want to make a habit of being WindClan's messenger. Shovel-like claws were made for digging rather than dashing, and each time he felt a fresh new burn in his lung, the tom was reminded of why he was not a moor-runner. It would've been easier for him to take to the tunnels and run that way, but conflict scrambled the tom's senses, so focused on reaching WindClan's camp that he didn't think of all the wiser ways to get there. Over and over again, one idea pounded his head to the point where he had stopped more than once: 'don't tell them'. The benefits might have outweighed the drawbacks, the drawbacks might have outweighed the benefits, the scales seemed perfectly balanced as he tried to make sense of the dozens of scenarios that entered his head. The outcomes weren't as foreseeable as he liked, if only because the source of his ire was an unknown. As he stumbled to a halt, pausing in his duty, a part of Sootspot wondered if he should go back the way he came and learn more. But, before he finished that idea, fight-or-flight kicked in, and off the tom ran again.
When he burst into camp, the eyes of clanmates sharing tongues bearing down upon him, he'd given up any chance at playing both sides.
"Sunstar!" The miniature tom called out, his sides heaving from the exertion. He did not wait for the rosette tabby to make an appearance, it was important for everyone to know what he had discovered. Either he would legitimately earn trust for a good deed, or the clan would proclaim he cried wolf and he could disappear into the shadows to allow them to be eaten alive... why did he get the sudden feeling of deja vu? "I was hunting by the borders when a familiar scent assaulted my nose." Pretty flowers often bloomed in his words, nightshade, foxgloves, and saffron all presented in a bunch to whoever was willing to accept him, but they were absent from his lexicon as he looked around. The fur on his chest bristled in a subconscious attempt to hide the scar that settled between the strands. "Sootstar's loyalists had been there - their smells are not what they once were, but the stench of the ShadowClanner she declared a Deputy was still unmistakable." Clanmates that heeded his guidance as a Lead Warrior had likely been among them and the thought was a confusing one. They'd been the only cats to respect him, would they still do so on anything other than name once he met them again?
He tried to push the rhetoric down into his subconscious, being the most respected cat in WindClan meant nothing without the power to do anything with it. There was little dignity in the way he panted and pressed his belly against the cool earth, he knew once he had gotten his praise, he would drink enough water to drown a horse. Sootspot shook his head and inhaled loudly, wide eyes looking expectantly at the Tallrock.
[ calling for @SUNSTAR ]