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// light tw for grief & mentions of not eating due to it
She'd thought she'd been better (this had been wrong).
Soon after she'd had the kits, she'd crawled back into the nursery, stayed there unless they called to her, pulled her out in the way that only their tiny voices could seem to. She'd lay aimless in her nest for hours, watching sunlight crawl up and down the wall, not counting how many times it rose, until she was drawn out by little mews.
Today, she's sitting just outside the nursery, squinting against the unfamiliar light. Sitting feels like the weight of a thousand foxes on her chest, but she stays resolutely upright, offering the kittens tight smiles that they're too young to catch the artifice of, thank StarClan. Someone's set a plump bird in front of her, but it makes her belly turn just looking at it, so she's just left it there until someone to offer it to appears.
A patrol comes ambling through the entrance, most of them clutching pieces of prey that's already fattening with newleaf. Those should be good for the kits or other queens or elders—not for her. She's not hungry. She hasn't been hungry for a long time. A couple cats have questioned her gently about it and she's eaten to placate them. It just doesn't seem worth the effort it takes to pad over to the fresh-kill pile, and when someone else brings it to her, it just sours her stomach. She gets too nauseous looking at it.
Her eye catches on an irritatingly familiar charcoal pelt in the mix. Ironically, as much as she hates (somewhere along the line, she thinks dislike may have morphed into hate) Slate, she has to concede to him; the most emotion she feels in a day is usually being pissed about his behavior. Or his general presence.
As indicated by the fact that as soon he walks into camp, her muzzle wrinkles in an expression of general disgust, flat green eye fixed on the lead warrior (thank the stars they don't share the council anymore). She mutters—or thinks she mutters, because she really isn't quiet enough—to herself, " Eugh. "
She doesn't notice when a tiny head turns towards her.
// TL;DR : Bobbie saw Slate walking into camp and made a disgusted face and sound. Any kit can feel free to (loudly) point this out!
She'd thought she'd been better (this had been wrong).
Soon after she'd had the kits, she'd crawled back into the nursery, stayed there unless they called to her, pulled her out in the way that only their tiny voices could seem to. She'd lay aimless in her nest for hours, watching sunlight crawl up and down the wall, not counting how many times it rose, until she was drawn out by little mews.
Today, she's sitting just outside the nursery, squinting against the unfamiliar light. Sitting feels like the weight of a thousand foxes on her chest, but she stays resolutely upright, offering the kittens tight smiles that they're too young to catch the artifice of, thank StarClan. Someone's set a plump bird in front of her, but it makes her belly turn just looking at it, so she's just left it there until someone to offer it to appears.
A patrol comes ambling through the entrance, most of them clutching pieces of prey that's already fattening with newleaf. Those should be good for the kits or other queens or elders—not for her. She's not hungry. She hasn't been hungry for a long time. A couple cats have questioned her gently about it and she's eaten to placate them. It just doesn't seem worth the effort it takes to pad over to the fresh-kill pile, and when someone else brings it to her, it just sours her stomach. She gets too nauseous looking at it.
Her eye catches on an irritatingly familiar charcoal pelt in the mix. Ironically, as much as she hates (somewhere along the line, she thinks dislike may have morphed into hate) Slate, she has to concede to him; the most emotion she feels in a day is usually being pissed about his behavior. Or his general presence.
As indicated by the fact that as soon he walks into camp, her muzzle wrinkles in an expression of general disgust, flat green eye fixed on the lead warrior (thank the stars they don't share the council anymore). She mutters—or thinks she mutters, because she really isn't quiet enough—to herself, " Eugh. "
She doesn't notice when a tiny head turns towards her.
// TL;DR : Bobbie saw Slate walking into camp and made a disgusted face and sound. Any kit can feel free to (loudly) point this out!
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