- Jan 8, 2023
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Truthfully, she thinks shes silly for how the interaction they last had played out. But... Is it her fault it keeps playing in her mind, over and over and repeated every hour? Perhaps. She has longed for touch for so long, longed to lean in to a friend and get the comfort she needed... So why? Why was she acting like this was any different? Maybe it was the way he had actually been warm, like a hug, or maybe it was the way her face had heated up tenfold, akin to magma. Or maybe, maybe its the way he said it so nonchalantly-
Stop. Thinking. She has to pound it in to her mind to get even some semblance of peace on the inside.
A rough huff tumbles from her lips, born of pure frustration as she places her paws on once more burning cheeks. She has half a mind to go out there and shove her face in to the snowdrifts but then she'd risk the chance of embarrassing herself even more in front of her clanmates. She had done enough when she had asked if the carrionplace patrol was okay- no they weren't okay! She pushes herself up to her paws, she has to get out of the warriors den or else she'd suffocate herself with her thoughts.
Or at least, she tried to get away. Eyes trained upon her paws she shuffles out and away, thinking she did good with dealing with things. Until she smacks straight in to another cats chest and already is she screaming on the inside, recoiling back with wide eyes. "Oh my Stars I am so sorry! I- I didn't see you, i'm so sorry!" she immediately apologizes and yanks her gaze away and up from her paws before dread immediately fills her like a sinking ship. Familiar blue tabby fur, green eyes. Oh. Oh... "Swiftclaws!" a spoken squeak, eyes wide and she thinks shes about to have a heart attack with her misfortune. "Hiiiiiiiiiiii!" drawn out, awkward smile, ears pinned back, oh she was really in for it now! She wishes her brother would come by and swoop her out of this mess but he was on patrol and shes all alone to deal with this. Please forgive me!
// @Swiftclaws
Stop. Thinking. She has to pound it in to her mind to get even some semblance of peace on the inside.
A rough huff tumbles from her lips, born of pure frustration as she places her paws on once more burning cheeks. She has half a mind to go out there and shove her face in to the snowdrifts but then she'd risk the chance of embarrassing herself even more in front of her clanmates. She had done enough when she had asked if the carrionplace patrol was okay- no they weren't okay! She pushes herself up to her paws, she has to get out of the warriors den or else she'd suffocate herself with her thoughts.
Or at least, she tried to get away. Eyes trained upon her paws she shuffles out and away, thinking she did good with dealing with things. Until she smacks straight in to another cats chest and already is she screaming on the inside, recoiling back with wide eyes. "Oh my Stars I am so sorry! I- I didn't see you, i'm so sorry!" she immediately apologizes and yanks her gaze away and up from her paws before dread immediately fills her like a sinking ship. Familiar blue tabby fur, green eyes. Oh. Oh... "Swiftclaws!" a spoken squeak, eyes wide and she thinks shes about to have a heart attack with her misfortune. "Hiiiiiiiiiiii!" drawn out, awkward smile, ears pinned back, oh she was really in for it now! She wishes her brother would come by and swoop her out of this mess but he was on patrol and shes all alone to deal with this. Please forgive me!
// @Swiftclaws
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