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Eyes linger on a figure that moves like billowing storm clouds across the plains... she seems almost unbothered, if not for the context behind the necessary walk. They needed space and it was hard to find it between six sets of now toddling paws... and with half of them old enough to understand the words spoken tersely, Lichentail refused to be caught having a grown-up discussion where tiny ears might hear them. Where they might be misunderstood as angry... or sad... or resentful.
Hazecloud is almost too quiet and there is a tension in her shoulders that hardly lessens even as they grow more distant from the crowds of watchers and listeners... it isn't like her, it doesn't match the softness of her fur that the pale furred deputy has buried herself in for months. It isn't the same humming purr that sings her name in lulling tones that ease her to sleep. It feels far more frigid... sharp as an icicle dangling from the trees above.
"I... I need to talk to you," she says after they've wandered towards a half-dead field that had once been a place of joyful reunion, a place where they always seemed to crawl back to. It had been flowers in bloom, the last touches of warm sunlight. She remembered the way her claws felt buried obsessively into her skin, was afraid of what that meant. What did it mean, that she had missed her so terribly despite all the hurt and anger that she had been willing to sink into her that tightly? Would she crumble apart without her now?
"I feel like... we never talked about all of this... Are you doing okay?"
Her perfect daylily... her sweet sunshine smile... she missed seeing it. Missed the bubbling song of her waterfall falsetto. Was afraid she might fall apart when finally alone to be with her thoughts... to be with her like they had been months ago. When things had felt easier. When they had been overjoyed and full of months of suppressed love, bursting to be expressed. When they'd had a little bit of hope still.
"You look so beautiful...." she murmurs, searching her mate's face for threats of tears before rubbing her head against the tender under-side of her chin, drawing in breath to be overwhelmed by the scent of milk and lingering touches of long-dead spring flowers. She relished in it... to be this close, in private.
@hazecloud
I HEARD "WHO HAS MADE YOU CRY LIKE THAT?"
THERE STOOD APHRODITE WHERE I WEPT IN THE GRASS