- Apr 24, 2023
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The sickness began gradually. She had gone on a patrol with Mountainheart, and she would realize now, too late that they were plagued. A few days in, possibly.
Eating was unbearable, her weight was quickly dropping. Bones protruding uncomfortably into the mossy bed underneath her. Her throat dry despite the consistent amount of water she drank and could drink.
It was never enough, her form throwing it up within time. Many herbs were spread between the cats. Dawnglare worked as fast as the tom could, no cure yet in sight. She began struggling to move. She began struggling to breathe.
But she had no reason or urge to stop fighting. She did her best, lapping up anything the medicine cat offered her way.
She would barely witness deaths. Cats would be removed for vigil as their corpses stunk the sweet herbs and seemed to be quickly replaced by yet another cat who were quickly diminishing themselves.
This battle was not easy, and she was convinced Starclan was against them all these days. But she held hope. Was it only days? Was it more? Everything blurred together, the nights and days unseen from where she stayed in captivity to decrease the spread of this plague.
Pain flooded her bones this day, her chest and stomach tightening in painful blows from hunger.
But memories flooded the girls head. A kitten wrapped in the blue blanket, a shadow over her licking her forehead, and safety ensured.
A group of cats would pick her up, abandoning the blanket, carrying her to her new home.
No, she knew what this was, and she shook her head, she didn't accept this. She didn't want taken away. She wanted her unborn and unplanned children to grow up. She wanted to fulfill the motherly instinct she had.
But the memories would keep flashing.
Images of Crowkit, their ceremony, their training, their play.
Images of Blazestar. Images of clancats coming and going, images of- everything.
Screams into the abyss came from her throat. When cats said there was a tunnel between light and dark, she never believed it true, but she ran towards the light, she ran as fast as she could. The amber Molly would push through, but yet again, she was in unfamiliar terrain.
And before her, a recognizable feline, a young one, black fur clean of scars, young but... she seemed so... alive.
"Spider...spiderpaw?" Her voice questioned, her eyebrows furrowing, and her head dipped in greeting. It was not a fumbling of who she was, rather almost an acceptance.
She must be dead.
Skyclan would be left behind her wouldn't it?
But the poor molly before hers would have hers torn from her too soon, and she would not want to trigger the headstrong molly any feelings of remorse that may already be there. She may not have had many interactions with the apprentice, but she held no qualms to her. A familiar face in an unfamiliar terrain. At least, that was the easiest thing to look forward to.
"It's.. nice seeing you again." She choked out a purr, fighting the possibility and question that she was dead.
She is not dead yet! @spiderpaw. //
Eating was unbearable, her weight was quickly dropping. Bones protruding uncomfortably into the mossy bed underneath her. Her throat dry despite the consistent amount of water she drank and could drink.
It was never enough, her form throwing it up within time. Many herbs were spread between the cats. Dawnglare worked as fast as the tom could, no cure yet in sight. She began struggling to move. She began struggling to breathe.
But she had no reason or urge to stop fighting. She did her best, lapping up anything the medicine cat offered her way.
She would barely witness deaths. Cats would be removed for vigil as their corpses stunk the sweet herbs and seemed to be quickly replaced by yet another cat who were quickly diminishing themselves.
This battle was not easy, and she was convinced Starclan was against them all these days. But she held hope. Was it only days? Was it more? Everything blurred together, the nights and days unseen from where she stayed in captivity to decrease the spread of this plague.
Pain flooded her bones this day, her chest and stomach tightening in painful blows from hunger.
But memories flooded the girls head. A kitten wrapped in the blue blanket, a shadow over her licking her forehead, and safety ensured.
A group of cats would pick her up, abandoning the blanket, carrying her to her new home.
No, she knew what this was, and she shook her head, she didn't accept this. She didn't want taken away. She wanted her unborn and unplanned children to grow up. She wanted to fulfill the motherly instinct she had.
But the memories would keep flashing.
Images of Crowkit, their ceremony, their training, their play.
Images of Blazestar. Images of clancats coming and going, images of- everything.
Screams into the abyss came from her throat. When cats said there was a tunnel between light and dark, she never believed it true, but she ran towards the light, she ran as fast as she could. The amber Molly would push through, but yet again, she was in unfamiliar terrain.
And before her, a recognizable feline, a young one, black fur clean of scars, young but... she seemed so... alive.
"Spider...spiderpaw?" Her voice questioned, her eyebrows furrowing, and her head dipped in greeting. It was not a fumbling of who she was, rather almost an acceptance.
She must be dead.
Skyclan would be left behind her wouldn't it?
But the poor molly before hers would have hers torn from her too soon, and she would not want to trigger the headstrong molly any feelings of remorse that may already be there. She may not have had many interactions with the apprentice, but she held no qualms to her. A familiar face in an unfamiliar terrain. At least, that was the easiest thing to look forward to.
"It's.. nice seeing you again." She choked out a purr, fighting the possibility and question that she was dead.
She is not dead yet! @spiderpaw. //