private NEVER BEEN A CHURCH GIRL [ ₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ ] TERNSTAR

[Halfsun]

If Halfsun ever pretended to be anything it was a stronger cat then what she really was. There was this facade, this false bravado that she put on for the rest of the world to see and for most, they had been fooled. Ternstar had been able to see through it though, stars only knew how but she had. Perhaps it was the shared misfortune that ran through their veins.

She finds herself alone with the newly appointed leader on a patrol, both of them lagging a little bit behind the rest of the group. There's a silence that stretches between them, long and comfortable, where she ponders the millions of questions she wants to ask. Was she scared, she wonders, to be another number in the long line of shadowclan leaders? Was she nervous for a leafbare without their seasoned medicine cat, as afraid of Halfsun was by the hole left in the wake of Starlingheart's absence? She asks none of those things though, a more pressing question is on her mind after all. "I know you can't speak much of it, the ceremony I mean" she starts, daring to break the silence first. "But I have to ask… did you see him? My father. Was he there?" he had not been for Mirestar. So that meant he was out there still, alive and the stars only knew where. She wasn't sure which answer Ternstar could give her that would be worse. Would it be better if he was alive? Out there but possibly suffering, away from his family, his clan, his home. Or would it be best if he was safely tucked into the stars embrace? Not far out of reach and watching over herself and the rest of her siblings.

( ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ ) smile for me when you set me free

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  HALFSUN SHADOWCLAN WARRIOR; SHE / HER ; SISTER TO APPLEJAW, ASHENFALL, SWANSONG, GARLICHEART, AND LAURELGRIN
  

  A tall and well-toned she cat with a long half-and half pelt, one side being a dark blue tabby and the other a bright cream, split by a pool of white at her center and travelling up her face like flames she is fire and ice simultaneously swirling into one. Her eyes are a mismatched shade of blue, with one being bright like the daytime sky and the other dark like the depths of the river.

  ✦ Difficult in battle + a skilled fighter