- Oct 8, 2023
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𓆝 . ° ✦ Denial comes easily to Nightfish. Just close your eyes, turn your head, and voilà! The molly who happens to be your former mate (who you still harbor some (mostly bitter) sentiments for) (and who unexpectedly (and unpleasantly) happens to be a part of the clan you are taking shelter with) is gone. Out of sight, out of mind, or something.
Up until she appears out of thin air to save his sorry tail from the rogues pinning him down. He’s good at denial, but no one’s that good.
Now that he’s forcefully been made aware of Apple Stem (or is that not how she calls herself nowadays?) it’s as if she’s everywhere. Staggering to Shadowclan’s territory? She’s a tail’s length from his nose, walking with her clanmates. Grooming himself in their sorry excuse for a camp? He hears her voice behind him, the sound dragging some unspeakable emotion out of his chest that makes his teeth clamp painfully around the paw he was meticulously cleaning, an instinctive reaction to the near-physical discomfort. He joined Riverclan, poor swimmer that he is, to put distance between them after their life together was cleaved in two — and now he’s there, just as damp as usual, and not even free from her.
And when he’s sent on a hunting patrol to try and root out some meager freshkill from the stars-blighted marshes, who else is he sent with but Apple Stem. So much for escaping her.
It’s hell, is what it is. And he’s trying, he is — staring straight ahead, as if she’s not part of the patrol at all. But he can feel the awkward atmosphere like a weight on his back. It’s distracting. So distracting, in fact, that he doesn’t see the patch of mud in front of him until he’s stepped into it, and the change under his paw is so startling that he slips and slams his face straight into the puddle, splattering mud and who knows what else all over his fur and probably scaring away any land prey in a five fox-length radius. Nightfish feels embarrassment and frustration burning within his chest, but he flexes his claws, bites his tongue, and pushes himself to his paws.
“Sorry. Wasn’t looking where I was going,” he grits out, still staring fixedly ahead and refusing to meet anyone’s eyes.
Up until she appears out of thin air to save his sorry tail from the rogues pinning him down. He’s good at denial, but no one’s that good.
Now that he’s forcefully been made aware of Apple Stem (or is that not how she calls herself nowadays?) it’s as if she’s everywhere. Staggering to Shadowclan’s territory? She’s a tail’s length from his nose, walking with her clanmates. Grooming himself in their sorry excuse for a camp? He hears her voice behind him, the sound dragging some unspeakable emotion out of his chest that makes his teeth clamp painfully around the paw he was meticulously cleaning, an instinctive reaction to the near-physical discomfort. He joined Riverclan, poor swimmer that he is, to put distance between them after their life together was cleaved in two — and now he’s there, just as damp as usual, and not even free from her.
And when he’s sent on a hunting patrol to try and root out some meager freshkill from the stars-blighted marshes, who else is he sent with but Apple Stem. So much for escaping her.
It’s hell, is what it is. And he’s trying, he is — staring straight ahead, as if she’s not part of the patrol at all. But he can feel the awkward atmosphere like a weight on his back. It’s distracting. So distracting, in fact, that he doesn’t see the patch of mud in front of him until he’s stepped into it, and the change under his paw is so startling that he slips and slams his face straight into the puddle, splattering mud and who knows what else all over his fur and probably scaring away any land prey in a five fox-length radius. Nightfish feels embarrassment and frustration burning within his chest, but he flexes his claws, bites his tongue, and pushes himself to his paws.
“Sorry. Wasn’t looking where I was going,” he grits out, still staring fixedly ahead and refusing to meet anyone’s eyes.
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NIGHTFISH — HE/HIM ・ 38 MOONS ・ WARRIOR OF RIVERCLAN ・ PENNED BY KANGOO