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❝ SUNFLOWER, CAN'T LET YOU GO ✿°.✦ ————————————
Bobbie laid outside the nursery, curled into a neatly graceful sprawl with her legs folded. The warm sunlight of greenleaf dappled her shaggy lilac fur, and the queen stretched her forelegs slightly to ease tension in her shoulders; feeling the soft press of her small, but visible expectant stomach. If she was honest with herself, SkyClan still felt too good to be true to Bobbie, and the soft needling pain of her scars reminded her when she stretched. Life had gone from airily easy to difficult over and over in the past couple moons, for her; from absolute joy to miserable to here, which still felt too fresh to place. Growing up in the big house, joy; figuring out she was expecting, joy; and then from there—him vanishing, forcing herself to leave her Twoleg behind, lost in the wild, the dog—misery. And now she was here.
Bobbie shook her head; it wouldn't do to keep lingering on that, no matter how much her mind seemed to insist on wearing the old wounds down to the bone, like a circle of pawsteps. She curled her hind legs protectively about her stomach; she had to keep her head up, for her kits to come if for nothing else; her last reminder of life before. The sharp smell of the nursery holly-bush dragged her back to reality, and the queen cast her gaze about camp; hopefully finding someone to talk to would distract her from her own head. Bobbie felt a little too hesitant to go looking for conversation, though; she'd seen cats with kittypet origins be snapped at before and she still felt new to the Clan, regardless of the other queens' efforts to welcome her.
Bobbie laid outside the nursery, curled into a neatly graceful sprawl with her legs folded. The warm sunlight of greenleaf dappled her shaggy lilac fur, and the queen stretched her forelegs slightly to ease tension in her shoulders; feeling the soft press of her small, but visible expectant stomach. If she was honest with herself, SkyClan still felt too good to be true to Bobbie, and the soft needling pain of her scars reminded her when she stretched. Life had gone from airily easy to difficult over and over in the past couple moons, for her; from absolute joy to miserable to here, which still felt too fresh to place. Growing up in the big house, joy; figuring out she was expecting, joy; and then from there—him vanishing, forcing herself to leave her Twoleg behind, lost in the wild, the dog—misery. And now she was here.
Bobbie shook her head; it wouldn't do to keep lingering on that, no matter how much her mind seemed to insist on wearing the old wounds down to the bone, like a circle of pawsteps. She curled her hind legs protectively about her stomach; she had to keep her head up, for her kits to come if for nothing else; her last reminder of life before. The sharp smell of the nursery holly-bush dragged her back to reality, and the queen cast her gaze about camp; hopefully finding someone to talk to would distract her from her own head. Bobbie felt a little too hesitant to go looking for conversation, though; she'd seen cats with kittypet origins be snapped at before and she still felt new to the Clan, regardless of the other queens' efforts to welcome her.
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