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Lionsnarl
Guest
desperate for changes, starving for truth
It felt good. No longer yoked by moniker to a crime that so many others had committed but had not been lashed to by title and stature, the ginger king stood a little taller, his broad head held a little higher than he had allowed it to in seasons. Amber still stayed .... present .... in his mind, always haunting his dreams, but last night, that hellish figure hadn't petrified him. Its cold, unfeeling gaze didn't pierce, didn't judge. It simply looked. It observed. It seemed ..... more at peace. It surveyed him with lifeless eyes, as it always did, but the voices ceased. The spinning slowed.
It had just been them.
"I'm sorry. He had croaked out again. For the billionth time. He was always sorry. Forever sorry. Always guilty. The phantom only tilted its head. He didn't mean it. It emanated, but it wasn't mocking. It was a reminder, a peace offering.
"I didn't. You didn't deserve that." The ginger tom responded. The swirling shadows of the figure stopped, slowed, changed directions - all as calm as summer water on a hot day. It seemed to think. After a long moment, the figure closed its unfeeling eyes and bowed its head.
Lionsnarl had woken, not with a start, but a warm feeling in his chest. He was free. Free to be, free to go out on a little hunting mission and actually catch something! It wasn't much - barely more than skin and bone - but he seemed proud of himself as he dropped his prize upon the dwindling freshkill pile. He twitched his whiskers in self-satisfaction. Yes, this was preferable. He was preferable now. It would be a good day.
// would like to clarify its not the real amber that's been haunting him, just a manifestation of his own guilt that turned into a recurring nightmare
It had just been them.
"I'm sorry. He had croaked out again. For the billionth time. He was always sorry. Forever sorry. Always guilty. The phantom only tilted its head. He didn't mean it. It emanated, but it wasn't mocking. It was a reminder, a peace offering.
"I didn't. You didn't deserve that." The ginger tom responded. The swirling shadows of the figure stopped, slowed, changed directions - all as calm as summer water on a hot day. It seemed to think. After a long moment, the figure closed its unfeeling eyes and bowed its head.
Lionsnarl had woken, not with a start, but a warm feeling in his chest. He was free. Free to be, free to go out on a little hunting mission and actually catch something! It wasn't much - barely more than skin and bone - but he seemed proud of himself as he dropped his prize upon the dwindling freshkill pile. He twitched his whiskers in self-satisfaction. Yes, this was preferable. He was preferable now. It would be a good day.
// would like to clarify its not the real amber that's been haunting him, just a manifestation of his own guilt that turned into a recurring nightmare
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