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[Ternfrost.]

WONDERED WHAT IT'S LIKE TO
TOUCH AND FEEL SOMETHING​

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maggotfur ♛ 22 moons ♛ female ♛ she/her ♛ shadowclan queen ​

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Motherhood is... strange. Maggotfur had thought things would go back to they way they were - before. But they don't, and the queen isn't entirely sure what to do with herself. Campbound and limited to what she can do by the pain that even now hasn't yet faded, she has nothing but tim on her paws. It leaves her restless - this waiting.

Her ktis thrive, of course they do, because they are hers - bright and full of life, fighting their way through each day with loud voices and equally awful tempers, and she adores them for it. And somehow, having a family all her own leaves her thinking of things she hadn't before. She's always been a solitary creature - burned before, unwilling to make the same mistake. She only needed herself. And yet...

Eyes linger upon silver frame, and she's moving before she thinks better of it, hobbling her way from the maw of the medicine den and over to where the warrior rests. Kits, queens, and elders eat first - she'd been eager to use that excuse once, when Ashenfalls prying gaze had found her hiding place as she gorged herself. And yet, now she does the opposite - the rat she holds in her jaws falling forcefully to the ground in front of the other.

" Here, " she says, and though voice keeps it's ever dull tone tail flicks violently behind her. " I already ate anyways, " There, the perfect excuse. It's not that she cares - she just doesn't want it to go to waste.

━ actions & " speech, " & 'thoughts/quotes' ━

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M O N S T E R , - H O W - S H O U L D - I - F E E L - ?

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