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"Let all cats old enough to catch their own prey gather here beneath Clanrock for a Clan meeting!"
There is a chill in the air as Mirestar takes their place atop the lichen-covered Clanrock — it is not what they have all been expecting, for leaf-bare is already here to breathe down their shoulders. Mirestar angles their ears and lets their gaze waver from the slowly gathering crowd, as if bracing themself for a reveal from amongst the darkness that settles sooner and sooner upon the marshy forest. The feeling that dwells within their gut suggests they might as well have reason for such an assumption.
Another moon has passed. Another moon without Smogstar unceremoniously returning. Another moon spent in fear.
Mirestar is scared now, too, but they do not intend to back down now. The Clan looks for them for guidance; what they are about to say won't be what they are expecting, but they deserve to know.
Forgive me, they plead Chilledstar.
"Leaf-bare is here... or so it seems. All signs point to it, starting with our whiskers and our pawpads feeling the bite of cold, and so we must prepare accordingly." Has anything like this ever happened before? Mirestar cannot recall, and their birth had more or less meant the birth of the Clans themselves. "ShadowClan always suffers when the snow begins to fall, but this time, I believe we can avoid it."
Mirestar allows a lull in their announcement. Some blink at them with impatience, some with hope. They can only hope to live up to those expectations.
Their breath rattles in their chest, and not due to the cold this time. "Applejaw's murderer has gone unpunished for too long. While we do not have concrete evidence... I think Flamestar's reaction at the latest Gathering is proof enough. She had grown defensive despite me not outright accusing her. Why else would she react any other way, if not because she is guilty?" Mirestar strives to be calm and collected, but the topic never fails to throw more into the low-crackling fire within them. "ThunderClan will feel our wraith. Those with keen eyes might have noticed my talks with Lichenstar already... RiverClan and ShadowClan shall enjoy an alliance, in which we attack ThunderClan from two sides at once. They are still weakened from Skyclaw's crimes. In the coming moon, we will take some of their territory in order to keep us better fed."
Anxiety churns in their belly. They think about asking Starlingheart and Marblepaw for something to keep it at bay after this... if they do not faint from the way their heart hammers away before the meeting gets the chance to come to a close. There is much to discuss after all.
"There is one more thing before we can continue to ceremonies."
This is it. After Mirestar reveals this, there is no going back... and for all they know, ShadowClan may as well cast them out for this, and they may not be able to lead the warriors into battle.
Their gaze finds Lilacfur's — the one amongst very few to know of this secret — before returning to their Clanmates below. "I regret not telling this sooner." Do they really? Was it not comfortable to try and keep this under wraps? But they had told Ashenfall; kept it thinly veiled in front of Flintwish; Swansong had come dangerously close to the truth... and of course, Starlingheart seems to know thanks to her intuition that could only come from her rank. Mirestar remembers with a wince, the way Ashenfall and Flintwish had confronted them about the dual-truths they had given them both. It had not been fair. "I had not been entirely honest when I had returned from the Moonstone... I had been terrified, but that is no excuse. As your leader, I owe you the full truth, and nothing else."
They take on more inhale, believing it to be their last.
"Smogstar is... is alive. StarClan had told me so when I went to share tongues with them. They do not know where he may be now... and as you can clearly see, he has not returned to us." Mirestar swallows, finding it incredibly difficult despite the simplicity of such an act. "While I am eternally grateful for this fact, it has also meant StarClan was unable to give me nine lives. They had gifted me with eight, for the last one belongs to Smogstar."
And so, Mirestar waits for the clamor. They imagine the warriors below them to ascend the Clanrock and sink their claws and fangs into them — for their leader is a half-baked one, not the kind they deserve and need during times like these.
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