subject to change to fit catsite lore/rules. just trying to flesh her out rn. 25-35 months
MEANING. Frozen's prefix is a descriptor for her dark grey fur with a lighter, off-white colouring on her underside. Her suffix is a nod towards Ra (meaning 'sun'), one of the first Egyptian gods. Was going to be named Frostfalcon because Ra is depicted as a falcon but many .org sites have argued he's actually a hawk. Then one reddit user was like 'who gives af they're both birds of prey to symbolize a higher power' and I was so close to calling her Falconhawk or Hawkfalcon out of pure frustration like I’m trying to do research here and you’re Not Helping >:c
APPEARANCE. (Egyptian Mau) Though Frozen is short in stature, she has long dainty legs with just as slender paws and exceptionally pointy teeth she indiscriminately uses. Whether it's to correct behavior or show affection through gentle violence, some part of someone's fur can and will end up in her teeth. Her ears are short and rounded at the base and tip with barely noticeable dark ear tufts. Her head is small and slender and comes to a point as it narrows towards her muzzle; she must have some oriental in her lineage somewhere. Her cheekbones protrude from her face, accentuating her eyes and her rounded ears. While her facial features tell a different story, the rest of her frame shows a healthy feline who, although, is ninety-five percent legs, is overall quite healthy. She's lithe in body, not having very much fat or muscles distributed throughout. Her fur is dark grey and short and not very soft. Well maintained and glistens under light but nothing to write home about. As far as her patterings go, admittingly, it's all over the place. The molly's face shows some of the same tabby markings that coat her legs, from the lowest part of the hackles to the top of the thigh and shoulders. Two dark lines divide around her brows trail backwards towards the spine and merge into one thick, dark line. This same line runs down her back and thin tail, connecting to the black tip. Chaotically organized black dots cover the sides of her body and blend into the areas where they meet the stripes but go no further than an inch into them. There are, though, sparse dots that could be found hidden in the stripes away from the rest. Frozen's chin, neck, chest, underbelly and the insides of her legs are lightly dusted white, turning the few black dots found in these regions a light grey. Her paw pads are black, nearly invisible in the dark fur surrounding it and bleeding up her haunches. Much like her belly, the tips of her toes are airbrushed with the same off white. Her irises are a bright orange with darker green around the pupil, and long lashes. Her whiskers are pale and short.
PERSONALITY. Novel and old school, Frozen is a no-nonsense 'if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself' kind of individual. It's uncommon she'll ask for help without her head hanging low or through gritted teeth. A quick learner and a decent teacher, she strives to be a good role model for those younger than her and is careful about her appearance. She will only show and share what she wants others to know about herself, keeping a small gap (seemingly impossible to close) between herself and them at all times. Holding herself to a higher standard, Frozen is terribly hard on herself and constantly pushes herself to meet her own unreasonable expectations. This is a habit developed in her kitten days as a means of survival when she had no one to rely on. As she grew without knowing the strife of fending for herself, as did her personality. Reliable and self-sufficient, Frozen cannot rest easy until all of her tasks are finished. Armed with an even tone, she excels in social situations though speaking with her can be difficult at times. She's blunt and doesn't sugarcoat anything, making it more or less simple to understand how she's feeling; if asked outright, she will respond honestly. She doesn't willingly share her thoughts but if someone wants to know it must have some relevance or importance, even if she doesn't see it. While her stoic demeanor is her most prominent trait, she can and will match the energy so it's advised to keep this in mind when it comes to all discussions. A ride or die for family, she's protective but allows room for their developing independence. However distant she is, there's no mistaking the massive caring heart that thumps in her chest. Though her life experiences have made her cautious of others, her default is to just exist peacefully- something she feels to have in common with most. Frozen wouldn't give the clothes off her back to a stranger, but she would go through lengths to make sure they are warm. One would be more successful in making her smile as opposed to laughing (she hates her laugh), her humour is less about the joke itself and more about the person making it. Her morals are entirely situational and based on emotions. [wip]
ORIENTATION. Pansexual, panromantic with no preference.
LOVE. Frozen is a terribly affectionate feline with the right people. She's shy when it comes to outward affection, shoving them off with a harsh comment to hide the redness under her fur. [wip]
RELIGION. It wasn't until she joined the clan did she start believing in StarClan. Her days prior to the clan, she hadn't given much thought about a higher power or fate . Her main concern was how she was going to get through each day.
AUTHORITY. Frozen doesn't have strong feelings towards authority or those supposedly above her. She's critical of the orders she's given and will refuse to do anything she deems immoral, though she's a firm believer in an eye for an eye. She will return the energy given and do it with a smile. This goes for those who are in charge also.
FAMILY. Extremely family oriented, the molly doesn't play when it comes to her flesh and blood (adopted members are considered this and she will fight anyone who has the audacity to say otherwise). While she isn't physically strong nor have children of her own, she is attentive and will raise them to be competent. Dusting them off and pushing them back into the fight, she keeps a watchful eye until she knows (and she will know) they've reached their limit before intervening. She will not always be there to protect them but while she lives and breathes, Frozen will do everything in her power to make sure they are well- mentally, physically and emotionally. She is gentle and tough when she needs to be, but always loving and affectionate with her family.
CHILDREN. Frozen adores all children, even the ones who get on her last nerve. Unable to see a distressed child and do nothing, she temporarily takes the parent role. Making sure they aren't hurt and their stomachs are full, Frozen will drop everything she is doing to aid them in every harmless need. Children are idiots and they have every right to be, they haven't existed very long to understand how things work. If they are willing to learn, she is excited to teach.
SIGNIFICANT OTHER. Frozen is all around an affectionate lover, moreso behind closed doors than out in the open. Her love for her partner is quiet and tender. She is a mentally strong individual but she relies heavily on them to be the sanctuary she needs when being strong isn't enough. Don't get her wrong, she is capable and not needing of a partner. But to find some 'til death do us part? To have and to hold? In sickness and in health? Unmatched.
PARENTS+SIBLINGS. Frozen doesn't remember much of her family nor does she really care to remember. Whether they loved her or hated her, she'll never know and she's not going to put in the effort to find out. Whatever choice they made, Frozen will make sure they commit to it. Though in their absence, she had made a private oath to never abandon her family.
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MENTAL ILLNESS. Stemming from surviving the accident with her humans, Frozen suffers from depression and insomnia and the even mention of cars sends her into fight or flight. She tries not to think about what happened but it's all she dreams.
ORIGIN. Feral kitten turned housecat when taken in by humans around five months, she lived a comfortable life. Her personality started to show, taking the role of caregiver to four human children. Under her watchful eye, she grew to love them and their strange habits. Honing on her hunting as their rundown den was crawling with roaches and the occasional lizards and anything that flew past her, the smaller bugs were a great source of protein she was more than willing to share with her humans. She was happy. Then one day she was put in a small container with windows, bundled into a (car) with her humans. there was a crash and she was left on the side of the highway. unscathed but scarred for life, she doesn't know that her humans came back to try and locate her. she stayed in her container for days before finally clawing her way out and heading into the forest where she had to remind herself how to survive. She has recurring nightmares about the accident: her human kits covered in blood and unconscious, deaf to her horrified yowls.