now i'm wide awake || oneshot

It was no shock that Lily and Tansy had been fast friends. Two cats of similar age growing up together in the Marsh Group were bound to be close.

Tansy was there when Lily had her first crush on a molly. It was a fleeting crush, but a crush nonetheless. Tansy was there when Tempest joined the Marsh Group and swept Lily off her paws. Tansy was there when the clans formed and Lakemoon left for RiverClan. In addition to her family and Tempest, Tansy was her rock throughout that.

Tansy was there for all of it.

Her life with Tempest had been a whirlwind. Within a moon of knowing each other, they were desperately in love. Almost immediately, they arranged for kits to be born. It was a young love, a raging love. A love that Lily thought would always be around.

When the fire came and took Tempest from her, Lily swore she would never love again. No love could compare to that which she shared with Tempest.

Like Tansy was there for her, Lily was there when Tansy met Sunflash. She had never liked the tom, but she was never able to put her paw on it. After the way he treated Tansyshine during her pregnancy, she realized why. Her friend deserved the world, and this foxheart could never give it to her. He had caused the death of his own kits. The worst part was that Tansyshine had blamed herself. It was never her fault and it broke Lily’s heart that she ever thought it was.

Tansyshine’s presence in her life was always a given.

As moons passed, Lily Pad couldn’t deny the special place Tansyshine had in her heart. Nights spent staring at the sky, talking about how fast their kits were growing up. Almost all of Lily's free time was spent at her friend's side.

Their friendship had blossomed into something deeper, something she had never anticipated. She found herself longing for Tansyshine’s company, cherishing every moment spent together.

It’s during one of her walks one evening that the realization washes over Lily Pad like a gentle wave. She lets out a quiet, “Oh,” as she comes to a halt, staring at the ground. “I’m in love again, aren’t I?

The realization both thrills and terrifies Lily Pad. Her friendship with Tansyshine is precious beyond measure, and this changes everything about it. Should she keep these feelings to herself? That was the only way to guarantee she keeps Tansyshine in her life, and Lily doesn’t know what she’d do if she lost this friendship.

But that wouldn’t be fair to either of them, would it? No, she has to tell Tansyshine eventually. But when? How? She’d never really had to think about confessing feelings before. With Tempest, it kind of just… happened.

With a heavy sigh, she pushes aside her thoughts for the night, determine to figure out her next steps in the morning. Lily Pad knew that whatever the future held, she couldn’t deny the truth in her heart.

She was in love with Tansyshine.
[ earth girl ]
 
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